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Manic in Miami

English, Fitness / Keep-fit, 1 season, 52 episodes, 19 hours, 42 minutes
The podcast told me to make this. I listen to the podcast. You should listen to the podcast, too. - Holly Hearing Things Manic in Miami is a wild podcast and informative site for bipolar disorders, manic depression, schizo- disorders, psychosis, trauma recovery et. al. Focus on support through shared experiences + views on psychology and society.  Disclaimer: Host Holly Hurricane is NOT a mental health professional. Warning: Distressing content. Email: [email protected]
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Deployed Military Mental Health, Suicidality + Prevention + My Mental Breakdown

SSG Johan Tocre helps us understand mental breakdowns from stress (w me as current example), military operational + combat stress, his special Warrior Fitness Project, a mental health program for deployed military, suicide + suicidality, PTSD, MH preventative measures + long term recovery. (00:00) intro (00:37) my mental breakdown: got acute stress? (05:39) military operational and combat stress (09:43) Johan’s deployed military service mental health program (20:39) sexual assault in the military (21:51) mental illness + suicidality in the military (24:21) suicide/ideation, suicide prevention + techniques (28:00) efficacy of long term outcomes in military PTSD + stress --- Send in a voice message:
2/23/202430 minutes, 31 seconds
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Sgt. Johan Tocre: Military Mental Health, PTSD, Bipolar + The Brain

🥥 🦜 Johan Elvis Tocre is a native of Peru, South Floridian and US Army Sergeant. He founded Creative Neuroconcepts after integrating occupational therapy and neuroscience in a new approach to mental healthcare for deployed soldiers.  Part 1 Manic in Miami (read: Part 2 coming soon) with Johan addresses PTSD, military post-traumatic stress disorder, combat stress, traumatic experiences, military mental health, bipolar & bpd/borderline personality disorder…and I attempt to debate (turns out I misunderstood his accurate information😵‍💫🧠). --- Send in a voice message:
2/19/202443 minutes, 44 seconds
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"Direct Messages": spoken word + music taken from real life DMs

true story in "poetic" form taken mostly from DMs and a phone call. human condition or dehuman condition or demonic condition. Up to interpretation, I suppose. cut version found within this YouTube video: this video/audio is found on YouTube here: music by Pilas Music: Life as Sleep --- Send in a voice message:
12/6/20234 minutes, 32 seconds
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Manic Narcissist Satan’s Goddess Psychedelic Cult Leader Dominatrix in yr DMs

Update on that psychotic manic bipolar life + my two spoken word to music tracks: Direct Messages too real sexual + demonic demonizing woman eyes sing Satan’s Goddess Psychedelic Retreat in Transylvania Holly Hurricane in Miami recovering from the flu ready to fly into art basel wearing some crazy ass shit. Oops I entered the wrong version of one of my things in the last one! Sorry. Choose your own adventure. --- Send in a voice message:
12/1/202325 minutes, 19 seconds
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Manic Satan’s Goddess Psychedelic Narcissist Cult Leader Slide in Yr DMs

Update on that psychotic manic bipolar life + my two spoken word to music tracks: Direct Messages too real sexual + demonic demonizing woman eyes sing Satan’s Goddess Psychedelic Retreat in Transylvania Holly Hurricane in Miami recovering from the flu ready to fly into art basel wearing some crazy ass shit. --- Send in a voice message:
12/1/202325 minutes, 12 seconds
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12 Steps of Mental Illness + Direct Messages: “viscerrealist” spoken word poetry & music

This is some spoken word stuff I made with a friend’s excellent music for a new project. The 12 steps of mental illness is my version of the AA classic. You can interpret direct messages in a variety of ways. There are two versions. I kind of like the second one more, but I included both since others preferred the first one. It is taken from life: DMs, voice, phone and text from the past...passed... It’s hyperrealist or viscerrealist (coined term? visceral realism-esque?) I am making some with more a traditional literary style, as well. Figured I’d share it here. Send feedback hehe. --- Send in a voice message:
11/23/202311 minutes, 17 seconds
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How EMDR is Changing My Life + My Brain

EMDR is changing my life and my brain. Following my first EMDR short episode and my lighthearted episode on Fearful Avoidant Attachment, here is a brief in-depth description of the process and neurobiological mechanisms at play during therapy. Topics include preparation for EMDR, specifics of a session and the brain changes happening and why it won't work for some people. I do not have Borderline Personality Disorder, which can be a roadblock with EMDR. I have Bipolar Disorder Type 1 and Complex PTSD. previous two are the two episodes below this one lol --- Send in a voice message:
10/18/202311 minutes, 14 seconds
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Fearful Avoidant Attachment: Thoughts Delivered on an Ecliptical Occasion

People were asking about fearful avoidant attachment after listening to the EMDR episode. Here you go: rainy day activity 8 minutes including a ridiculous literary quote about hugging FA may "get". One little part is taken from my episode "What is The Cure? Thoughts Upon Discharge From the Psych Ward." because it applies here and that's a good episode (Spotify link below or find it on your own) --- Send in a voice message:
10/14/20237 minutes, 59 seconds
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My EMDR: The Neverending Story of Childhood Trauma

Details of my first EMDR therapy session: how it works. A bit of philosophical/psychoanalytic analysis of children's fantasy movie The Neverending Story (1984) and its place in my EMDR and life lol Disorganized Attachment/Fearful Avoidant Attachment CBT thought stopping Emotional Neglect + Abuse The Neverending Story free full movie: --- Send in a voice message:
10/12/202314 minutes, 44 seconds
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The Psychedelic Psychiatrist Part 2: What is Depression?

**Timestamps and links below** The return of the psychedelic psychiatrist, Dr. Scott Fisher. How can psychedelics alleviate the symptoms of depression and what is depression? Find Part 1 if you missed it (June 2023). It's really good! Host Holly (Hurricane) took psilocybin the day before recording. If you're in South Florida you can apply to participate in future trials (link below). Timestamps below. Timestamps: (00:00) intro (01:05) What is Depression? (05:56) "I took psilocybin yesterday." + psychedelic trials (08:39) psychedelic journey + possibilities (16:16) psychedelics + psychotherapy interventions (19:30) upcoming psychedelic clinical trials + ending --- Send in a voice message:
9/29/202324 minutes, 48 seconds
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Adult Bullying? Focus on My Words of Encouragement

Short spouting off about today's fun bullying-by-an-adult experience, but I wanted to share I text I received in the midst of it from a psychiatrist friend (and writer/philosophy buff). I wanted to put these words out there for all MiM listeners who are struggling or suffering right now. --- Send in a voice message:
9/10/20238 minutes, 3 seconds
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real quick uplifting sexual trauma addendum

guys, I know the last episode traumatized some of you. Here is a hypomanic "look on the bright side of child sexual abuse and rape" little add-on lmao. bipolar disorder ftw? happy full blue moon? sincerely, a lunatic. --- Send in a voice message:
8/31/20233 minutes, 23 seconds
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My Life of Sexual Trauma Made Public on My Podcast: a video episode

Video on Spotify and YouTube only. This is no joke. 10 mins recapping my sexual trauma: childhood on through. 10 mins on the patriarchy, my trauma responses, and some stuff like that. Mental illness disclosure? Pshhh. I edited and re-edited this one because it was a lot. Bipolar 1/C-PTSD for lyfe. trigger warning: Child Sexual Abuse, rape, mentions of suicidal ideation --- Send in a voice message:
8/30/202321 minutes, 53 seconds
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I Had Sex with a Bipolar Man I Met Through This Podcast.

There's no catch: I had sex with a bipolar disordered Miami man I met through this podcast. It's a confessional episode sharing the most humiliating psychotic act I've committed in the recent past. not including details that would identify this anonymous guy who was never 100% single lol. music used with permission: Surrealist Temple Band + Insecure Men "Suicide Note #1" It's kind of a funny story unless you're me! triggers: abortion, miscarriage, suicidal ideation, dumb binch on the loose --- Send in a voice message:
8/11/202315 minutes, 23 seconds
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We are crazy! Thank you.

Two Bipolar Type 1 with Psychotic Features aka Manic Depressives: we crazy. Video episode! Video available for Spotify listeners and on the emerging Manic in Miami YouTube Holly Hosts the Very Manic Brandon Rohe (find his YouTube channel here). He tells my favorite manic stories on this podcast to date! Yasss! Topics include psychic powers, bipolar brain power, spirituality, mania + psychedelics. This is edited down for time, and I didn't have much to say for once. I look forward to doing another episode with him. special music! song about manic depressives included: The Surrealist Temple Band and find on Spotify (00:22) preview clips (00:23) intro+our mental illness, psychedelics, enlightenment, etc. (06:49) legendary manic stories: "take me to your leader", "naked and unafraid", UFOs, tasers, I dunno!} (12:20) the bipolar mind, psychic powers, etc.} (25:15) "Staying Awake" by the Surrealist Temple Band *used with permission} --- Send in a voice message:
8/6/202327 minutes, 23 seconds
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Black Girl Uninterrupted

Manic in Miami presents Black Girl Uninterrupted. Florida Woman to Florida native. Bipolar 1 to Bipolar 2. Guest Jamila discusses her own diagnosis, her work with NAMI, mental health in the black community, intergenerational trauma and her experiences with racism and social expectations. Crushing irony: white girl interrupted Jamila in the episode (I think.) Sorry, Jam. Follow Jamila on Instagram: Follow me, but people keep getting scared of my content and unfollowing (no one gets my bewildering, maladaptive humor tho): I contacted Jamila on Instagram way back when because she is a fellow mental health account with a fantastic username. We share the same dedication to spreading mental chillness for us all. (*special note: I was inspired to rewatch Girl, Interrupted after this. Between Winona Ryder observing the patients (in one of her signature "pensive, forlorn journal writing" roles, mind you) and Angelina Jolie's cheekbones, butt chin, and level of crazy...and my own mental illness which was thriving when the film debuted...I DID have to turn it off to protect my mental stability haha. Good movie though.) --- Send in a voice message:
7/25/202329 minutes, 53 seconds
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quick update + some inspirational quotes 3 mins

what's coming very soon [I was psychotic] and just a few inspirational passages to get you through the week! somehow all in 3 minutes books: a short history of decay by emil cioran black sun by julia kristeva humiliation by wayne koestenbaum lol --- Send in a voice message:
7/20/20233 minutes, 33 seconds
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republishing Bipolar in Africa: off meds + on the run (gets a bit off topic)

5 min intro with context and note for neurotypicals topics: Going off meds, fleeing a country, a witch doctor, a safari, gross township tours, resilience, crime... trigger warning: suicide mentioned in jest. **cut out heartbreaking stories because they're not for entertainment. I accidentally recorded a Zoom catch-up with the Capetonian surfer/skateboarder I dated in Africa.  note: I did not intentionally stop my meds, listen to the lack of stigma and support of this dude, people manage to rise above trauma. that was a time. --- Send in a voice message:
7/4/202316 minutes, 55 seconds
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What is The Cure?!: Thoughts Upon Discharge from the Psych Ward

Details of my most recent hospitalization (released yesterday). And some thoughts, delivered on the occasion of reflection, on personal accountability and responsibility. We must manage ourselves through acute self-awareness and hard-to-swallow pills in various forms. Manic episode switched into dysphoric suicidal ideation, charged by medication non-compliance and triggers. Bipolar affective/schizoaffective bipolar type lyfe. --- Send in a voice message:
7/3/202317 minutes, 43 seconds
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Dr. Scott Fisher: The Psychedelic Psychiatrist of The Subtropics

This is a great episode!!! *yes...sorry, I posted this yesterday, but I couldn't move beyond the tiny glitch at the beginning. I replaced it with a reel, and everyone can deal. and cheel. Special Guest Dr. Scott Fisher, a South Florida psychiatrist specializing in psychedelic research and the support, psychotherapy, and integration elements of psychedelic healing experiences. I describe my ego death experiences. hehe. One during a suicidal bipolar tropical depression. Dr. Fisher joins me for an in-person video podcast to discuss psychedelics and mental health, healing trauma, progressive thoughts on mental illness + the DSM, the role of psychedelics in mental healthcare and the clinical method for psychedelic treatment, among other things. (to participate in psychedelic clinical trials in South Florida) ⁠⁠⁠psychedelics⁠ (guest) (host) (Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Support) ⁠⁠ (Segal Clinical Trials main page) ⁠⁠ a "cause" tangential to 5-MeO-DMT that I am passionate about: --- Send in a voice message:
6/10/202338 minutes, 8 seconds
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Special South Florida Guest Dr. Scott Fisher: Psychedelic Psychiatry, Mental Illness Now + Psychedelic Personal Narrative

This is a great episode!!! * sorry that you're receiving this twice. I couldn't move beyond the tiny glitch at the beginning and posted a second video. I replaced it with a reel, and everyone can deal. and cheel. Special Guest Dr. Scott Fisher, a South Florida psychiatrist specializing in psychedelic research and the support, psychotherapy, and integration elements of psychedelic healing experiences. I describe my ego death experiences. hehe. One during a suicidal bipolar tropical depression. Dr. Fisher joins me for an in-person video podcast to discuss psychedelics and mental health, healing trauma, progressive thoughts on mental illness + the DSM, the role of psychedelics in mental healthcare and the clinical method for psychedelic treatment, among other things. (to participate in psychedelic clinical trials in South Florida) ⁠⁠⁠⁠psychedelics⁠⁠ (guest) ⁠⁠ (host) ⁠⁠ (Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Support) ⁠⁠⁠⁠ (Segal Clinical Trials main page) ⁠⁠⁠⁠ a "cause" tangential to 5-MeO-DMT that I am passionate about: ⁠⁠ --- Send in a voice message:
6/9/202338 minutes, 9 seconds
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Manic in PARIS video! Bipolar/Psychotic Featured *international* Holly + French Laurène Meet IRL!

Two bipolar mood disordered ladies who have been psychotic (which at times feels somewhat erotic). I don't know what to label anyone anymore. Am I really schizoaffective? It doesn't matter. ANYWAY. My former remote French podcast guest and I met in Paris!!! We recorded in Luxembourg Gardens on a gorgeous late Spring day! The intro is back in Miami on a dreary day with an exhausted and somewhat morose Holly Hurricane. I have a few clips from our first episode together at the end. We sang Live Forever at karaoke because, in our search for karaoke common ground, we realized the lyrics are somewhat manic and make a good point in the context of psychosis: We see things y'all sane people will never see. 17 min fairly short, all things considered. Check out the Manic in Reims + Miami episode for the full version --- Send in a voice message:
6/4/202317 minutes, 5 seconds
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A Kenyan-American Woman's Story: Clairsentience in Psychosis + The Failings of Psychiatry

Trigger warnings: content includes tragic death, suicidality, traumatic experiences in behavioral health and psychiatry. Some comic relief in a serious episode: my unintentional repetition of "Welcome to my world!". I share some mind-altering experiences and opinions with Alyssa, and I am grateful that she has shared so much for this episode. Alyssa Otieno is a Kenyan-American woman who has experienced major psychotic episodes of mania and depression that began when she was just entering adulthood. She addresses cultural differences in perspectives on mental health, the ways in which the mental healthcare system as failed her, amongst deeply personal stories she was courageous enough to share for the benefit of others struggling with psychosis, mania, and depression. She faced tragic deaths and childhood trauma, but she has extracted spiritual significance and inspiring meaning from these experiences including clairvoyance and a connection with the deceased. Far from a "New Age" type, Alyssa has managed a corporate career and a leave of absence for her mental health. --- Send in a voice message:
5/16/202323 minutes, 12 seconds
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The Electric Kool-Aid Anti-Depression Test, a Phenomenological Inquiry.

exactly what the title says... solo mini episode addressing Dr. Nassir Ghaemi and perspectives on the DSM, the phenomenological approach to treating depression and my thoughts and subjective experience with psychedelic treatment for depression. --- Send in a voice message:
5/9/202311 minutes, 43 seconds
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Hypocrisy in Mental Health Awareness + The Power of Our Stories: mini episode

10 min mini episode to follow up the 13 min mini episode. The paradox of mental health awareness and mental illness. The stories of the mentally ill and empowering forms of therapy. --- Send in a voice message:
5/5/202310 minutes, 41 seconds
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Medication Nation: Big Pharma + Mental Illness Mini Episode

Bipolar Disorder, pharmaceuticals, benzos, side effects, antipsychotics...things are complicated. Books: Leader, D. (2013). Strictly bipolar. Penguin Books Ltd. Whitaker, R. (2011). Anatomy of an epidemic: Magic Bullets, psychiatric drugs, and the astonishing rise of Mental Illness in America. Crown. --- Send in a voice message:
5/5/202313 minutes, 16 seconds
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Married...with Children, Bipolar + Borderline Personality Disorder

Manic in Miami and Maine! Borderline Personality Disorder and Bipolar Disorder with Kevin Miller, a Dad of three living on an island in Maine. I added a bit of text! Facts and opinions no one needs to know. I over edited and threw off the audio/video sync in several places. Sorry. I don’t have Premiere. This has taken all my free time, so I can’t redo it. Music by Nick County! Timestamps and links below! for resources, triggers, disclaimer + podcast guide: Host Holly Hurricane Hearing Things Kevin Kayaking Miller contact Kevin with any comments or questions! Timestamps: intro (00:00) Borderline Personality Disorder (00:57)  Pete Davidson shout out (04:05) alcoholism + mental illness discovery (08:55)   medication + stable life (12:00) Adverse Childhood Experiences, genes + intergenerational trauma (12:57) accepting mental illness + treatment (18:55) disclosing mental illness to your kids, gender equality in the family (22:35) take your meds + thank you for watching (29:40) --- Send in a voice message:
4/26/202332 minutes, 20 seconds
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Schizophrenic, International Spy, Ex-Sommelier, Entrepreneur, Radical Writer

Manic in Miami Podcast: Wild Video Episode with two "aging hipster pieces of shit" Jonathan Price of NYC: Schizophrenic Hipster, International Spy, Ex-Sommelier, Entrepreneur, Radical Writer, Rare Book Dealer, into torture and politics. Host Holly Hurricane of Coconut Grove, Miami: Crazy Cat Lady, International Librarian of Mystery (former expatriate), Schizoaffective former Brooklynite, into writing and rare books. Timestamps: 00:00:00 - intro excerpts 00:01:11 - fashion and interior design check 00:13:30 - psychiatric institutions, human rights, official intro 00:28:06 - anti-psychiatry, identity, psychotic states 00:36:16 - "a lot of things are happening" 00:39:13 - chewing charred remains 00:43:32 - life and psychiatric history 00:55:57 - present day, writing, coping 01:05:41 - happy ending ⁠trigger: sensitive topic warning: suicide, substances, severe mental health struggles National Suicide Prevention Hotline --- Send in a voice message:
4/13/20231 hour, 7 minutes, 1 second
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Laugh + Cry Manic in Miami Anniversary

17 min One year anniversary of the podcast with an update intro and never heard recordings: Manic in Africa, psychotic voicemail, Todd Tornado, Yero on Trippy Redd and schizoaffective from an unused episode, bit of Jordan unedited and cult leader further info, meaning in life with French guest Laurène who I’m meeting in Paris next month, me record speed laugh to cry Yay lol --- Send in a voice message:
4/8/202317 minutes, 41 seconds
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Demon Advocate + Friend of Eminem: Fun Follow-up + Strictly Psychosis

My follow-up "fun" edit: Eminem in the psych ward and 25 minutes of extended psychosis stories and "strictly psychosis" chat. Jewish Owl and Holly Hurricane, Demon Advocate, girlfriend of ghosts. Timestamps below (app only) instagram (I talk to the imaginary and the real) Timestamps: (00:00) Lose Yourself, Snap OUT of reality; (03:31) Jewish Owl (Matthew) background; (4:58) What is Psychosis?...REALLY; (8:10) More of Matthew's Psychotic Experiences (and a recent one of mine) + Meaning/Insight; (14:44) Medication; (15:12) A demon here, a demon there and our joint mild psychosis; (18:21) Respect, Dignity, Hearing Voices Network; (19:57) Delusions as Metaphors + Creativity Fuel; (23:43) Conclusion THANK YOU; - Sincerely, Holly Hurricane the Manic in Miami links to organizations mentioned in the episode: National Alliance of Mental Illness The Hearing Voices Network Substance Abuse and Mental Health Alliance The Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance If you are in crisis: --- Send in a voice message:
3/27/202325 minutes, 46 seconds
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Insight in Psychosis + Trauma with Guest "Wise Jewish Owl"

The Wise Jewish Owl (Matthew) and Wild Tigertail (Holly Hurricane) discuss their psychosis experiences, science of trauma and psychosis, finding meaning and connection in psychosis and within community, psychoanalysis, and more. Substack link to information discussed forthcoming (update/link as episode post). TIMESTAMPS: (00:00) intro (02:29) NAMI + Mental Health community (03:44) Definition + examples of psychotic experiences (08:31) TRAUMA: physical + mental health implications (11:54) socioeconomic barriers to MH treatment (18:26) Philip K. Dick + Insight in Psychosis (20:45) more on Matthew's psychosis (23:25) psychoanalysis + childhood (28:39) non-Western cultures + contexts (31:25) Western individualism (32:37) "The Most Intense Life Possible" - Jacques Derrida (philosopher) (34:30) Repressed Memories as Demon Hallucinations ...and Eminem (37:35) "The Body Keeps Score" explaining mind body connection in memory, trauma, psychosis (40:30) Medication "Keeping Up with The KarXT-dashians" (42:49) "A Demon Here, a Demon There" (44:02) Delusion as Metaphor..Ayahuasca... (44:45) Human Condition + Connection (45:30) Interpersonal Relationships, Healing, Pop Psychology Problems --- Send in a voice message:
3/26/202349 minutes, 33 seconds
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Ro-MANIC Valentine's Day Collab Podcast with MANIC STATE OF MIND Sky Menhardt non-Spotify

song: Matthew Wilder "Break My Stride" related to manic story in episode Substack: Manic State of Mind podcast: Instagram: Timestamps:Intro brutal honesty (00:01:10) Sky's ro-manic heartwarming story and LOVING a manic depressive (00:01:53) Me reading an actual manic text from Dec 2021 + manic word association (00:06:24) False identities + self-awareness (00:11:36) psychosis: like psychedelics? (00:13:55) mania and free expression and making connections, human-to-human, etc.: manic life Russian Doll + NYC (00:28:08) manic episode incoming: checklist NUDES + other facts about manic states: (00:30:37) manic RAGE (00:39:23) other stuff. just listen to the episode heheheSAVECROSS-POSTPrevious --- Send in a voice message:
2/15/202357 minutes, 4 seconds
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Yero "Street Sax" and Holly: Schizoaffective Delusions in Psychosis, Addiction, Compassion (video!)

I'm on the front page of The Miami Herald, and Manic in Miami was shouted out in the article! Yero the Street Saxophonist with Schizoaffective Disorder, formerly UNHOUSED IN MIAMI (see: article) . Informative, funny, fascinating. Delusions of walking dead, doubles, cyclops...and assholes. Timestamps below with topics! Timestamps:  (0:00) Intro (1:43)   "We're all mad here" (everyone is mentally ill) (2:17) What it is: Schizoaffective Disorder & Bipolar 1 w/ psychotic stuff  (4:40)  The Collected Schizophrenias by Esme Weijun Wang (5:55)  Diagnosis, Cause, Family History (9:27)  Hallucinations, Stigma  (13:03) Homelessness, Mental Illness, Addiction (have compassion)  (18:32) Plato, Psychosis (19:23) Homicidal thoughts hahaha edited out: he meant the flashes of horror we all experience  (19:33) Cotard's delusion: excerpt & Yero's personal story  (22:45) Psychosis delusion: entertainment or real life? excerpt & Yero's story  (25:25)  One of my paranoid delusions & recent relapse (27:44)  More delusions: Yero's stories CYCLOPS!  (29:22)  Psychosis & Spiritual Meaning  (31:03) Mania Theory: the LACK  (32:19) one last delusion example: grandeur  (34:09) Conclusion Manic in Miami website  with subscribe buttons to major podcast platforms Manic in Miami Substack a little absurd writing  --- Send in a voice message:
12/11/202234 minutes, 43 seconds
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The "Cult Leader" of "Coconut Grove" "Miami" "Where am I?"

Theater of The Absurd intro followed by a humiliating tale of persecutory delusions. The "cult leader" has NO CHILL. So I don't feel bad. If you want to read more, check out my Substack surrealist story. --- Send in a voice message:
12/6/202214 minutes, 40 seconds
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Ro-Manic Satanic Bipolar 1(st place!) in Brooklyn

2000s nostalgia. A memorable manic episode. Short and (bitter)sweet. Music : The Guilt Parade by The Birthday Party  The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is now: 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline   Take your meds, people! Mania can easily take a fast turn to dysphoric mixed-state en route to depression. You can deny your manic depression Bipolar 1 all you want. Be ready to (repeatedly) gain momentum and holly hurricane yourself. This is a funny story, but much is left out...and it ends very badly on the other side. It's no joke.  --- Send in a voice message:
12/6/20228 minutes, 35 seconds
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Ro-manics in Miami + Reims, France: Say Anything

My first video format (photos) podcast! It also has an informative document on Bipolar Disorders! I have a guest from Reims, France. We are cute bipolar 1 manics! Mental Health via information, stories, discussion and awareness. MAJOR MANIC EPISODE (of my podcast). I threw in my last episode for another platform heh. It's 7 mins whatevs. I have to add French and English subtitles so I may repost for FRANCE (I have them transcribed but can't figure it out lol). Prob have to change the tunes oops. CREDITS: Warning: Sluts Passing photo (from a Miami protest) by Jonathan De Camps Stay Cosmic!! by Stewart Easton my goth bdsm pics by: moi: --- Send in a voice message:
10/30/202246 minutes, 27 seconds
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Status: Madame Psychosis is doing well! I am fine, everybody!

Happy Halloween! I wanted to tell everyone that I am well! Details in this episode. Madame Bipolar Psychosis no more. We have left Mavericks, and we are on the pink sands of Harbour Island. This episode consists of a responsible podcaster updating listeners who include colleagues, friends, friends of friends, relatives, inter-webs, et al.  --- Send in a voice message:
10/25/202211 minutes, 38 seconds
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Update on Holly Hurricane Season Hiatus

This is dumb. I’ll admit that. That’s fair. Haha --- Send in a voice message:
9/21/20222 minutes, 30 seconds
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Rainy Night Update + Clips

Rainy Night! Update and random clips from recordings I have with Sky Menhardt, Yero  I've been so busy!! Leveling up this popsicle stand soon! Stay loose. --- Send in a voice message:
9/16/202212 minutes, 26 seconds
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Aleister Crowley is My Therapist. (Very Censored) with Tarot Reader Lauran

My favorite thus far? Trigger warning: adult humor (mostly censored out by innocent moi) Lauran Childs is a Tarot Reader extraordinaire, and a fantastic fun guest full of stories. You won't hear some. Sorry.  We read cards. There is a breakthrough: Tarot therapy working its magic live as it was happening. --- Send in a voice message:
7/30/202226 minutes, 37 seconds
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Addendum to Music + Mental Health non-Spotify

I think this is a lot better with the Billie Holiday song at the end on Spotify --- Send in a voice message:
7/16/20222 minutes, 9 seconds
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Music + Music Therapy for Mental Health (non-Spotify)

another completely improvised episode (includes commentary on jazz improvisation + schizophrenia ha) I kind of learned how to do sound properly in audacity (just in time for the music episode..phew) I am a psychotic wet saw, and I will never hurt you. I LOVE this episode. It covers Venezuelan Composer Gabriel Pulido's experience with music therapy for mental health patients and an interesting discussion on "crazy" and music and much more. --- Send in a voice message:
7/16/202214 minutes, 40 seconds