Are you sober? or are you "Mind your own business" Sober? My journey realizing quitting drinking was the easy part. 25 years later and I still struggle with my biggest problem, Self!!
369: You can not please everybody!!!
Joe Jackson- Stepping Out
01/12/2023 • 30 minutes 8 seconds
369: We help more then we realize !!
Van Halen - 5150
30/11/2023 • 32 minutes 49 seconds
368: Nobody talks about the steps!!
Van Halen- Dirty Movies
28/11/2023 • 30 minutes 8 seconds
368: Back to the grind
Vandoleers- The lighthouse
27/11/2023 • 28 minutes 39 seconds
367: Happy Thanksgiving!!
Repent- Shaggy
23/11/2023 • 34 minutes 37 seconds
366: Shortcomings? Who Knew?
Dave Mathews - Last Stop
12/11/2023 • 40 minutes 55 seconds
366: Love was my drug, But that's not what I died of !!!
Temple of the dog- Reach Down
09/11/2023 • 34 minutes 4 seconds
366: Spirituality is fascinating!!!
Temple of the dog- Your Savior
08/11/2023 • 33 minutes 30 seconds
365: Until "I" see who I am !!!
so Damn Lucky- Dave Matthews
07/11/2023 • 30 minutes 15 seconds
365: Alone, or Lonely !!
Pearl Jam - Footsteps
06/11/2023 • 30 minutes 8 seconds
365: Cutting off your nose to spite your face!!!
Pink Floyd - Waiting for the worms
04/11/2023 • 30 minutes 29 seconds
364: Did I hear that Correctly??
Vandoliers- The Lighthouse
02/11/2023 • 30 minutes 36 seconds
363: Losing Financial Fears !!!
Bon Jovi- Raise your hands
01/11/2023 • 32 minutes 23 seconds
362: Happy Halloween!!!
Pearl Jam- Don't be shy
31/10/2023 • 31 minutes 13 seconds
362: F*%k Everything and Run!!!
Creed- Are you ready
30/10/2023 • 33 minutes 49 seconds
361: Im starting to feel better!!!
Creed- Weathered
28/10/2023 • 30 minutes 27 seconds
361: Fuck off Andy Sinclair!!!!
Pearl Jam- Hard to Imagine
22/10/2023 • 33 minutes 3 seconds
360: Im feeling better!!!
Pearl Jam- Insignifagance
16/10/2023 • 33 minutes 36 seconds
359: This week has been a blur!!!
AC/DC- Who made who
13/10/2023 • 34 minutes 58 seconds
358: Im trying to stand when im asked to speak!!!
Killer Dwarfs- Lonely Road
06/10/2023 • 31 minutes 24 seconds
358: It's happening again!!!
Social Distortion- Reach for the sky
05/10/2023 • 30 minutes 1 second
358: It doesn't even say GOD!!!
Warrant- Big Talk
03/10/2023 • 31 minutes 5 seconds
357: Just another Monday!!!
Black Crowes - sometimes salvation
02/10/2023 • 30 minutes 50 seconds
357: So they sent me away, teach me how to be logical!!
Supertramp- The logical song
29/09/2023 • 33 minutes 35 seconds
357: I got to speak at a rehab!!!
Scorpions- loving you Sunday morning
26/09/2023 • 30 minutes 7 seconds
356: Big Storm Weekend!!
Ophelia- Lumineers
22/09/2023 • 31 minutes 22 seconds
356: Don't forget about "Me"
Twenty one pilots- Doubt
20/09/2023 • 31 minutes 12 seconds
356: Trying a different meeting!!!
Fleetwood Mac- Dreams
19/09/2023 • 30 minutes 7 seconds
356: Count Ability!!!
Half moon run- Nerve
18/09/2023 • 32 minutes 8 seconds
355: Oh My GODness!!!
Fleetwood Mac- Oh Well
14/09/2023 • 32 minutes 5 seconds
355: I wasn't always bad!!
Aerosmith- sweet emotions
13/09/2023 • 32 minutes 10 seconds
355: Shortcomings again!!
Imagine dragons- live my life
12/09/2023 • 32 minutes 26 seconds
355: Surrender!!!
Cheap trick- Surrender
07/09/2023 • 32 minutes 5 seconds
355: Creatine value in our selves!!!!
First aid kit- My silver lining
05/09/2023 • 31 minutes 57 seconds
354: Its not what you think!!!
Half moon run- Narrow Margins
31/08/2023 • 30 minutes 47 seconds
354: I had to do it twice!!!
Half moon full- you can let go
30/08/2023 • 31 minutes 45 seconds
354: Redefining GOD in my life!!!
Blindmelons Time
27/08/2023 • 30 minutes 30 seconds
354: Sponsorship is KEY!!!!
Pearl Jam- Man of the hour
24/08/2023 • 32 minutes 7 seconds
354: Its been 9 Years!!!
Taylor Goyette- Show goes on
22/08/2023 • 29 minutes 6 seconds
353: (second try) I actually have faith today
Supertramp- Goodbye stranger
18/08/2023 • 30 minutes 20 seconds
352: Finding a new relationship with my brain!!
Police- Can't stand losing
17/08/2023 • 32 minutes 32 seconds
352: Learn to love myself!!
Police- So lonely
16/08/2023 • 33 minutes 24 seconds
351: Zip the lip!!!
Collective soul- Precious declaration
14/08/2023 • 37 minutes 56 seconds
351: I am an Isolater!!!
Streight from the heart- Bryan Adams
10/08/2023 • 31 minutes 24 seconds
351: Sit down and shut up!!
GnR- Street of dreams
08/08/2023 • 30 minutes 15 seconds
351: Stop playing the blame game!!!
Matchbox 20 - Back 2 Good
07/08/2023 • 31 minutes 10 seconds
350: We are safe in the day!!!
Alice In Chains - we die young
04/08/2023 • 30 minutes 20 seconds
350: remain comfortably unaware!!!!
Nirvana- About a Girl
02/08/2023 • 31 minutes 3 seconds
350: Breaking his anonymity !!!
Estranged - GnR
30/07/2023 • 31 minutes 51 seconds
349: I have to remind myself, Its better then JAIL!!!
Its so easy - GnR
27/07/2023 • 29 minutes 37 seconds
348: As a result of these steps!!!
Hootie and the blowfish- state your peace
25/07/2023 • 28 minutes 37 seconds
347: Just because im sober, doesn't mean I can't improve me technique!!!
GnR- So Fine
24/07/2023 • 29 minutes 41 seconds
346: Loneliness was one of the first things to go!!
GnR- Locomotive
21/07/2023 • 31 minutes 8 seconds
345: You'll find some folks are still annoyed!!
Black Crowes- Seeing Things
20/07/2023 • 33 minutes 2 seconds
345: Fear can still consume me!!!
Imagine Dragons- Trouble
18/07/2023 • 31 minutes 10 seconds
345: Lots of new recovery!!!
Imagine Dragon- It comes back to you
14/07/2023 • 32 minutes 8 seconds
345: Im a huge fan of Prayer
Imagine Dragons- Next to me!!
11/07/2023 • 30 minutes 53 seconds
344: I was asked to speak!!
Live - Turn my head
06/07/2023 • 33 minutes 32 seconds
343: On to the Tenth!!!
Soul Singer- Black Crowes
03/07/2023 • 30 minutes 59 seconds
342: Devil is always planning!!!
Grey Streets- Dave Mathews
28/06/2023 • 29 minutes 50 seconds
342: Trying to move forward with a clean slate!!
Pearl Jam Big Wave
27/06/2023 • 29 minutes 18 seconds
341: How do I work a program?!
Dave Mathews- Pay for what you get
22/06/2023 • 30 minutes 1 second
340: 8 is Great!!!!
Pearl Jam - MFC
20/06/2023 • 30 minutes 51 seconds
339: Weird stuff can undermine our peace of mind!!!
Coldplay- Scientist
12/06/2023 • 30 minutes 23 seconds
339: I didn't get anxiety until I goy sober!!!
Leather and lace- Stevie Nicks, Don Henley
10/06/2023 • 32 minutes 22 seconds
338: What does Intuitivly mean?
Live - Mental Jewelry
08/06/2023 • 34 minutes 1 second
337: Raise your hand if you want to get sober!!
Mumford and sons- ghost that we knew
07/06/2023 • 32 minutes 5 seconds
336: Dropping rocks so we don't drown!!!
Metallica- Until it sleeps
05/06/2023 • 31 minutes 30 seconds
335: Digging out of a hole!!!
Black Crowes- Black Friday
01/06/2023 • 30 minutes 45 seconds
334: Im shocked that Im even Alive!!!
Social Distortion- Down here w/ The rest of us
30/05/2023 • 30 minutes 14 seconds
333: Memorial Day!!
Remedy - Black Crowes
29/05/2023 • 29 minutes 18 seconds
332: Wrapping up the Fourth!!
Reach Down- Temple of the dog
23/05/2023 • 30 minutes 21 seconds
331: On a cloud of pink, that turns to grey!!!
Mad Season- Artificial red
22/05/2023 • 32 minutes 19 seconds
330: Serenity is like putting together a puzzle!!!!
Van Halen - Where have all the good times gone
18/05/2023 • 31 minutes 16 seconds
329: In The Middle!!!
Joey Harkum- In the middle
16/05/2023 • 30 minutes 59 seconds
328: Happy Mothers Day!!
Jackson Brown - The Load out
15/05/2023 • 32 minutes 10 seconds
327: Jealous again!!!
Black Crowes- Jealous again
12/05/2023 • 23 minutes 39 seconds
326: Crazy Mary!!!
Pearl Jam - Crazy Mary
10/05/2023 • 31 minutes 24 seconds
326: Seems to me!!!
James gang - Walk away
08/05/2023 • 29 minutes 56 seconds
325: Seeing things for the first!!!!
Black Crowes- First Time
04/05/2023 • 34 minutes 22 seconds
324: Power!!!
Ren- Power
01/05/2023 • 31 minutes 27 seconds
323: At What Cost !?! (Fixed)
Ren -Love Music pt2
29/04/2023 • 32 minutes 57 seconds
322: Starting my journey on the right path!!!
Pearl Jam - Immortality
25/04/2023 • 32 minutes 1 second
321: You never know when its gonna happen!!
Pearl Jam - Smile
22/04/2023 • 30 minutes 4 seconds
320: We choose our own Happiness!!!
Jay-z - Hard Knock life
18/04/2023 • 30 minutes 2 seconds
319: Having had a spiritual awakening!!
Pearl Jam- All or None
11/04/2023 • 33 minutes 5 seconds
318: Trying to understand my spirituality !!
Future days- Pearl Jam
09/04/2023 • 30 minutes 2 seconds
317: Finding Quite Time!!
Somber- Mirror Lake
07/04/2023 • 29 minutes 6 seconds
316: Sought!!!!
Black Crowes- Talks to angels
04/04/2023 • 28 minutes 9 seconds
315: Im not lonely anymore!!!
The last knife fighter
29/03/2023 • 29 minutes 22 seconds
314: Given the green light to make an amends!!
REN- Genesis
27/03/2023 • 33 minutes 6 seconds
313: Give me, Give me, Give me!!
Black crows- Jealous again
26/03/2023 • 30 minutes 59 seconds
312: Who's happy in this amends!?
Sam- unholy
21/03/2023 • 30 minutes 53 seconds
312: I thought I was over procrastination!!
Ren - How to be me
20/03/2023 • 30 minutes 5 seconds
311: Loving the Joe and Charlie tapes
Ren- Chalkoutlines
17/03/2023 • 25 minutes 54 seconds
310: All of this is personal!!!
Ren- Money game pt 2
15/03/2023 • 32 minutes 19 seconds
309: It always gets better!!
new kid in town- Eagles
Hi Ren - Ren
10/03/2023 • 35 minutes 57 seconds
308: Humility!! How does that work?
Eagles- Peaceful easy feeling
07/03/2023 • 30 minutes 51 seconds
307: Im a Cartoon Charecter!!
Bob Seger- Hollywood nights
04/03/2023 • 31 minutes 55 seconds
307: Rough week!!
Green Day- Are we we are
03/03/2023 • 32 minutes 28 seconds
306: One day at a Time!!!
The Pharcyde- Passion' Me By
27/02/2023 • 29 minutes 38 seconds
305: What is it you want from this?!
Bob seger - Roll Me Away
23/02/2023 • 32 minutes 23 seconds
304: Loving that I get too!!!
Rihanna- Take a Bow
18/02/2023 • 32 minutes 5 seconds
303: Searching and fearless!!
The Stews- Make it out
14/02/2023 • 31 minutes 31 seconds
302: I was sick all week!!
Kings of Leon- Beautiful War
13/02/2023 • 31 minutes 28 seconds
301: Made a Decision!!
Tesla - Stand Tough
07/02/2023 • 32 minutes 29 seconds
300: Easy! Does it
Pearl Jam - Come back
03/02/2023 • 42 minutes 22 seconds
299: Came to Beleive!!!
Jack White- Love is selfish
31/01/2023 • 30 minutes 7 seconds
298: Wrapping up the week!!
Coriky- Hard to explain
28/01/2023 • 30 minutes 45 seconds
297: Step 1
The Cranberries - Linger
24/01/2023 • 30 minutes 1 second
297: Well that's the end of that life!!
STYX - To much time on my hand
20/01/2023 • 30 minutes 18 seconds
296: Finally got a sponsor!!
Pink- Time after Time
18/01/2023 • 31 minutes 49 seconds
295: Learn to bet on yourself!!
Social Distortion- Ball and chain
06/01/2023 • 35 minutes 25 seconds
294: Another great year sober!!!
STYX - Blue collar man
02/01/2023 • 33 minutes 47 seconds
293: Hanging out with joyful people helps!!
Secret - Maroon 5
29/12/2022 • 30 minutes 5 seconds
292: Id never been part of a community!!
Maroon 5- Tangled
28/12/2022 • 30 minutes 13 seconds
291: I made 14 years!!!
Pearl Jam all or none
23/12/2022 • 28 minutes 49 seconds
290: The day before!!
Killer dwarfs- Outa my way
21/12/2022 • 45 minutes 28 seconds
289: God Speed Brother!!
Killers- Somebody told me
13/12/2022 • 34 minutes 1 second
288: Being honest about my alcoholism !!
Kings of Leon- Golden Restless
09/12/2022 • 31 minutes 24 seconds
287: Spiritual Awakening or spiritual experience?
Kings of Leon- Arizona
06/12/2022 • 29 minutes 23 seconds
286: GOT SPIRIT?
Metallica - Now that were dead
02/12/2022 • 33 minutes 44 seconds
285: Happy Holiday
Vandoliers- To Drunk to drink
23/11/2022 • 31 minutes 16 seconds
284: NO to the YES, and YES to the NO!!!
loverboy - Lucky Ones
18/11/2022 • 33 minutes 12 seconds
283: I got through the scary stuff!!
Stryper - Surrender
14/11/2022 • 31 minutes 43 seconds
282: Ive been given the green light to be a nice person!!
Vandoliers- Saturday night
10/11/2022 • 33 minutes 42 seconds
282: A relationship with the Devil (as I understood it)
Vandoliers - Before the fall
09/11/2022 • 40 minutes 1 second
281: I know there is a graceful way of being right, and many ways to be wrong!!
Van Halen - Hear about it later
01/11/2022 • 35 minutes 11 seconds
280: Figuring out the GOD thing
Take care of yourself- Social Distortion
31/10/2022 • 31 minutes 49 seconds
279: It just won't matter in 5 years!!!
Travelin soldier - Aron lewis
20/10/2022 • 32 minutes 50 seconds
278: This is what happens when you think you don't need the steps!!!
Metallica- Halo in fire
18/10/2022 • 35 minutes 2 seconds
278: Raising kids is tuff!!!
Morgan Wade- Mend
17/10/2022 • 33 minutes 20 seconds
277: How ya doin, Keep it movin !!!
Social distortion - Ball and chain
16/10/2022 • 30 minutes 2 seconds
276: You saw me low, Alone again!!
Mumford and sons- Only Love
12/10/2022 • 35 minutes 25 seconds
275: Here we go again!!
life after putting down the drink
10/10/2022 • 32 minutes 52 seconds
274: Its all Good!!
I need you- The Steel Woods
04/10/2022 • 34 minutes 43 seconds
273: Lets try it again
pin it down- Madison Cunningham
30/09/2022 • 33 minutes 32 seconds
272: Get off the cross, so someone else can use it!!
Imagine Dragons- Natural
14/09/2022 • 33 minutes 47 seconds
272: Im sorry about last week!!
Imagine Dragons - It comes back to you
13/09/2022 • 34 minutes 1 second
271: Still scared of money!!
crazy game of poker - OAR
09/09/2022 • 44 minutes 14 seconds
270: Jungle Juice!!!
Steve Perry - Strung out
06/09/2022 • 33 minutes 51 seconds
269: Come down from your Ivory Tower!!
Oh He Dead- The situation
02/09/2022 • 30 minutes 11 seconds
268: Picking and choosing!~!!!
Dwight Yoakum- Things change
29/08/2022 • 34 minutes 18 seconds
267: Surrender, Don't Surrender, up to you!!!
AA - Walker Hayes
26/08/2022 • 33 minutes 41 seconds
266: Drop the rock
Bad company - Bad Company
22/08/2022 • 34 minutes 25 seconds
265: Its the pistol, it's the bottle, its the drugs, its the throttle
Morgan Wade- The night
19/08/2022 • 35 minutes 53 seconds
264: Lost another
Shooting star - Bad Company
12/08/2022 • 26 minutes 16 seconds
263: Finding new meetings!!
STYX - Fooling your self
09/08/2022 • 34 minutes 21 seconds
262: Are you ready for love???
Bad Company - Ready for love
01/08/2022 • 32 minutes 47 seconds
261: Its not easy being pleasant!!
Black Sabbath - Children of the grave
29/07/2022 • 32 minutes 31 seconds
260: Lifestyle change!!
Social Distortion - The sweet lowdown
27/07/2022 • 30 minutes 57 seconds
259: Not Getting my Way!!!
STYX - End of paradise
19/07/2022 • 31 minutes 55 seconds
258: Looking good, doesn't always mean were doing good!!
Steve miller- the Joker
15/07/2022 • 33 minutes 20 seconds
257: Learning to converse with others!!
Shorty and the mob - Mississippi
11/07/2022 • 33 minutes 30 seconds
257: And then there was Seven!!!
Trigger Happy - Rise up singing
08/07/2022 • 32 minutes 50 seconds
256: Making normal habits!!
Brandon Flowers- Dreams come true
01/07/2022 • 31 minutes 36 seconds
255: The importance of sharing!!!
Live- White, Discussion
27/06/2022 • 30 minutes 39 seconds
254: trying to get a little better everyday!!
Bon Jovi- Can't go home
24/06/2022 • 31 minutes 58 seconds
253: Meditation frustration!!
Bon Jovi- Wild in the streets
20/06/2022 • 30 minutes 18 seconds
252: Fridays are fun days!!
Pink Floyd- waiting for the worms & The trial
17/06/2022 • 34 minutes 6 seconds
251: He's a runner, he's a track star!!!
Local H- The kids are right
15/06/2022 • 30 minutes 8 seconds
250: Seriously!! One day at a time.
James town revival- this to shall pass
14/06/2022 • 37 minutes 47 seconds
249: As long as I'm sober, it will work out!!!
Janes Addiction - 1%
07/06/2022 • 31 minutes 19 seconds
248: What is Humility?
Blues Travelers- Slow Change
06/06/2022 • 34 minutes 6 seconds
247: My Confidence is feeling low!!
Dave Matthews- Waste of time
03/06/2022 • 30 minutes 27 seconds
246: After the Holiday
Killers- Quiet town
01/06/2022 • 30 minutes 51 seconds
245: We never had a chance to say goodbye!!!
Dave Matthews- Why I am
20/05/2022 • 29 minutes 32 seconds
244: Love James Hetfield !!!
Metallica - Fade to black
19/05/2022 • 31 minutes 46 seconds
243: Healthy??
Metallica - Halo on fire
16/05/2022 • 31 minutes 46 seconds
242: Its like dragging an anchor around!!!
Pearl Jam - Corduroy
14/05/2022 • 34 minutes
241: You crush me!!!
Dave Matthews - Crush
10/05/2022 • 31 minutes 48 seconds
240: step 5 and the truth!!
Decemberists- Down by the water
06/05/2022 • 31 minutes 22 seconds
239: I had to drink!!!
Mumford and Sons- Cold arms
29/04/2022 • 33 minutes 36 seconds
238: Another Day!!
Brandon Flowers- Jacksonville
26/04/2022 • 28 minutes 21 seconds
237: turning!!!
Metallica- Whiskey in the jar
22/04/2022 • 31 minutes 10 seconds
236: Im sure self has a place somewhere!
Avett brothers - Blame
12/04/2022 • 30 minutes 33 seconds
235: Good is bad and Bad is Good!!
Brandon Flowers -Right behind you
06/04/2022 • 32 minutes 28 seconds
234: So much changed from the Fourth!!
Brandon Flowers- The way its always been
04/04/2022 • 31 minutes 8 seconds
233: Sometimes it takes a couple tries!!!
Hootie- Loosing my religion
01/04/2022 • 33 minutes 11 seconds
232: Lifestyle!!
Emilia Jones - Both sides now
25/03/2022 • 32 minutes 59 seconds
231: You are where your feet are!!
Bruce springsteen- Thunder road
18/03/2022 • 30 minutes 36 seconds
230: Devil!!
Half moon run- flesh and blood
15/03/2022 • 30 minutes 54 seconds
229: You get too!!
Jack Brown band- Free
11/03/2022 • 29 minutes 1 second
228: Exscuse me! Self coming through....
Brynn Cartelli- The Mountain
08/03/2022 • 31 minutes 36 seconds
227: Still trying to figure out self!!
Fugazi- suggestion
04/03/2022 • 30 minutes 17 seconds
226: Watching out for the good and bad
Fugazi - Waiting room
28/02/2022 • 31 minutes 49 seconds
225: I can change the narrative at any time!!
Backyard Babies- Nomadic
15/02/2022 • 29 minutes 46 seconds
224: Sill the Same!!!
Bob Seger - Still the same
08/02/2022 • 32 minutes 5 seconds
223: Rant and Roll!!!
Pearl Jam - Unthought Known
28/01/2022 • 30 minutes 42 seconds
222: Meetings are magic!!
Life wasted - Pearl Jam
25/01/2022 • 30 minutes 17 seconds
221: The Magic of Meetings!!
Jack Black- Love is selfish
18/01/2022 • 30 minutes 59 seconds
220: Trying to understand my maturity!
Black Circle- Never thought I would
14/01/2022 • 28 minutes 46 seconds
219: Oh my freaking tooth!!!
Tedeschi Trucks Band
12/01/2022 • 31 minutes 55 seconds
218: Don't confuse normal with amazing!!!
Imagine Dragons- Back to you
31/12/2021 • 31 minutes 3 seconds
217: 90 in 90!!
Dave Mathews - Crush
30/12/2021 • 30 minutes 53 seconds
216: 13 Years Sober!!!!
Dave Matthews Proudest Monkey
24/12/2021 • 41 minutes 24 seconds
215: Im sorry I said FAT!!!
Dave Matthews - Im so danm lucky
20/12/2021 • 32 minutes 43 seconds
214: We will comprehend the word serenity!!
Dave Matthews - Don't drink the water
15/12/2021 • 34 minutes 15 seconds
213: Your feet are where you are!!!
Jay Z - Alicia Keys Empire State
14/12/2021 • 30 minutes 57 seconds
212: The second Promise!!!
Dave Matthews- The Last Stop
10/12/2021 • 30 minutes 8 seconds
211: They have promises??
Half Moon Run- Seasons of change
03/12/2021 • 32 minutes 22 seconds
210: The day before!!!
Dave Matthews- Typical situation
24/11/2021 • 33 minutes 32 seconds
209: It's all processing !!!
Mt. Westmore- Big Subwoofer
16/11/2021 • 30 minutes 29 seconds
208: What the hell is sober?
Rainbow kitten surprise- Devil Like me
All rights reserved
15/11/2021 • 28 minutes 33 seconds
207: Broken Charecter!!
Nirvana- Drain you
I don't own this music, all rights reserved
12/11/2021 • 31 minutes 39 seconds
206: Unraveling Habits!!
Alter Bridge- open your eyes
I don't own this music!! all rights reserved
09/11/2021 • 30 minutes 10 seconds
205: Waiting for the opportunity!!
Hush money- Lake street dive
06/11/2021 • 29 minutes 40 seconds
205: Gamblers always loose!!!
Joe Walsh- A life of illusion
All rights reserved for the artist, I don't own this music
05/11/2021 • 31 minutes 6 seconds
204: Procrastination is making me wait!!!
Ms Jackson- Outkast
all rights reserved, I don't own this music.
29/10/2021 • 33 minutes 9 seconds
203: Trying a new meeting!!!
Mammoth - Mammoth
22/10/2021 • 28 minutes 11 seconds
202: Back to Basics!!!
Bon Jovi - Faith
I do not own this music
19/10/2021 • 30 minutes 54 seconds
201: Powerless over self, That our live had become unmanageable !!!
Alice In Chains - NUTSHELL
12/10/2021 • 32 minutes 5 seconds
200: Raising kids is the toughest thing we do!!!
OAR - Mr Brown
05/10/2021 • 30 minutes 23 seconds
199: Sober October!!!
Pear Jam - Come back
02/10/2021 • 31 minutes 18 seconds
198: WOW!!! People!!
Mumford and sons- I will Wait
28/09/2021 • 30 minutes 53 seconds
197: Waving the white flag!!
Doobie Brothers- Minute by minute
24/09/2021 • 31 minutes 51 seconds
196: A brush with the devil can clear your mind!!
Whispers in the dark - Mumford and sons
21/09/2021 • 31 minutes
195: We forget how much familys hurt!!
Earth wind and fire- September
15/09/2021 • 30 minutes 32 seconds
194: I almost became a character!!
Mumford and sons- Rolling away your stone
09/09/2021 • 30 minutes 14 seconds
193: Oh those Prayers!!!
Doobie Brothers- What a fool believes
07/09/2021 • 33 minutes 42 seconds
192: avoiding these predicaments !!
Boston- Peace of mind
01/09/2021 • 30 minutes 8 seconds
191: Physical and emotional hangover!!
Coldplay- Charlie Brown
31/08/2021 • 35 minutes 19 seconds
190: Getting ready for 10!!
Panic at the disco- golden days
Turnstile- BLACKOUT
30/08/2021 • 32 minutes 25 seconds
189: Staying on the AA Beam!
amongst the waves- Pearl Jam
24/08/2021 • 28 minutes 40 seconds
188: Matt H
Comes and goes- Pearl Jam
20/08/2021 • 44 minutes 18 seconds
187: Making lists!!
Pearl Jam - Gods Dice
17/08/2021 • 31 minutes 51 seconds
186: I got to sit up front!!!
Sashing pumpkins- Mayonaise
10/08/2021 • 31 minutes 51 seconds
185: I can forgive people?
Pearl Jam- Thumbing my way
09/08/2021 • 35 minutes 5 seconds
184: Who am I comparing too?
Pearl Jam- In my tree
06/08/2021 • 33 minutes 27 seconds
183: Serenity over Sobriety!!
Pearl Jam- Last Exit
04/08/2021 • 35 minutes 39 seconds
182: Short comings and Charecter Defects!!!
Pear Jam - Save You
02/08/2021 • 30 minutes 44 seconds
181: Rough One!!!
Metallica- Don't tread on me
02/08/2021 • 35 minutes 7 seconds
180: I Get Too!!!
Mumford and Sons- Guiding Light
23/07/2021 • 28 minutes 51 seconds
179: Say it out loud!!
Pearl Jam -Infallible
20/07/2021 • 30 minutes 18 seconds
178: Flirting with the fourth!
Moth into a flame- Metallica
13/07/2021 • 31 minutes 55 seconds
177: Proportional response Pt 2!!!
Pearl Jam- Inside job
12/07/2021 • 35 minutes 19 seconds
176: Higher power practice!!
Pearl Jam -Corduroy
09/07/2021 • 28 minutes 37 seconds
175: Proportional Response!!
Pearl Jam - Mother
08/07/2021 • 32 minutes 7 seconds
174: Helping!, Is Hurting!
Life after putting down the drink
07/07/2021 • 30 minutes 50 seconds
173: Ambien nightmare!!
Life after putting down the drink
06/07/2021 • 32 minutes 59 seconds
172: I shouldn't listen to them!!
Life after putting down the drink
02/07/2021 • 27 minutes 50 seconds
171: Self centered asshole w/ a deficiency in humility that can't drink
Chatting about second step
29/06/2021 • 30 minutes 56 seconds
170: Bringing back the middle class
Only Love - Mumford and sons
28/06/2021 • 30 minutes 57 seconds
169: Big Mouth!!
Mumford and Sons- Broad shoulder beast
25/06/2021 • 30 minutes 24 seconds
168: Minding my own business!!!
Come back - Pearl Jam
24/06/2021 • 27 minutes 29 seconds
167: I found my old 12 &12
Skid Row- Quicksand Jesus
22/06/2021 • 31 minutes 22 seconds
166: Missing Drinking, Doesn't make you bad!!
Tesla - Were no good together
15/06/2021 • 31 minutes 18 seconds
165: Im not an AA Salesman !!
Skid Row- Wasted Time
14/06/2021 • 28 minutes 24 seconds
164: Loosing your Audience!!
audioslave- show me how to live
12/06/2021 • 34 minutes 24 seconds
163: Im food crazy!!!
Life after getting sober
09/06/2021 • 36 minutes 8 seconds
162: Anxiety and Depression oh my!!!~
life after getting sober
08/06/2021 • 31 minutes 13 seconds
161: Building a path back to Sh*T town
GnR- Locomotive
05/06/2021 • 33 minutes 18 seconds
160: The Presidents in town!!
Little Fighter- White Lion
04/06/2021 • 32 minutes 37 seconds
159: The truth hurts feelings!!!~
Temple of the dog- Call me a dog
28/05/2021 • 30 minutes 53 seconds
158: It ain't easy being adopted!
Pearl Jam-Release
25/05/2021 • 33 minutes 52 seconds
157: We all need a savior, from human behavior!!
Comes and goes - Pearl Jam
22/05/2021 • 30 minutes 44 seconds
156: The mask come down!!!
Half moon run- natural disaster
21/05/2021 • 30 minutes 23 seconds
155: Everybody wants to be Unique!!!
Life after getting sober
14/05/2021 • 27 minutes 54 seconds
155: Do I really want to be sober??
Life after putting down the drink
13/05/2021 • 29 minutes 55 seconds
154: Can I switch alcoholic, to Self?
Life after putting down the drink
12/05/2021 • 32 minutes 19 seconds
153: Ive forgotten how to laugh!!
Half Moon Run- seasons of change
11/05/2021 • 29 minutes 25 seconds
152: WE ADMITTED!!!
Faith no more- Easy
10/05/2021 • 34 minutes 21 seconds
151: Spiritual awakening is a bi-product!!
Half moon run- Narrow Margins
07/05/2021 • 29 minutes 46 seconds
150: Back to basics!!!
Alien ant farm- Movies
06/05/2021 • 27 minutes 36 seconds
149: Im Sorry! Good Bye!
Half moon run - I can't figure out what's going on
04/05/2021 • 28 minutes 40 seconds
148: I can always do better!!
Half moon run- season of change
03/05/2021 • 25 minutes 48 seconds
147: Heavenly Birthday!!
Ozzy- see you on the other side
30/04/2021 • 30 minutes 5 seconds
146: Trying to talk 4th Step
Half Moon Run -Nerve
27/04/2021 • 30 minutes 14 seconds
145: My new Favorite Band!!!
Life after putting down the drink
23/04/2021 • 29 minutes 55 seconds
144: Made up suffering!!!
Tyler Chandler- Bottles and bibles
20/04/2021 • 30 minutes 57 seconds
143: Partisapants Only!!!
Always somewhere- Scorpions
16/04/2021 • 34 minutes 6 seconds
142: Came!!!!!
Jeff Buckley- lilac wine
09/04/2021 • 30 minutes 51 seconds
141: Keeping my opinion to myself!!
Clean my wound- corrosion of conformity
07/04/2021 • 30 minutes 14 seconds
140: I escaped a life wasted!
Pearl Jam- Life Wasted
05/04/2021 • 32 minutes 56 seconds
139: Eat, Drink and breath!!
Primus - The toys go winding down
02/04/2021 • 32 minutes 35 seconds
138: Life unmanageable
Kings of Leon- Taper Jean Girl
01/04/2021 • 26 minutes 36 seconds
137: WE!!!!!!
John Gorka - our cross to bear
30/03/2021 • 29 minutes 46 seconds
136: No drama in good living!!
Avett Brothers- Good to you
25/03/2021 • 24 minutes 5 seconds
135: Im being held to standards!!!
Avett Brothers- I wish I was
23/03/2021 • 31 minutes 34 seconds
134: Justified resentments!!
Avett Brother- morning song
19/03/2021 • 31 minutes 49 seconds
133: We're Building character, not characters!!
Tina Turner - I don't wanna fight no more
15/03/2021 • 34 minutes
132: Humiliation!!! The original medication!!
The Killers- Caution
13/03/2021 • 34 minutes 27 seconds
131: Figuring out how to get better!!
Killers- Deadlines and commitments
10/03/2021 • 27 minutes 54 seconds
130: Finding a Higher power
Eric Hutchinson- best days
09/03/2021 • 31 minutes 45 seconds
129: Stop focusing on what your not getting!!!
The killers - My own souls warning
02/03/2021 • 33 minutes 12 seconds
128: Its a Tradition!!
28/02/2021 • 28 minutes 51 seconds
127: Looking at the Traditions
Glen Hansard- Roll on slow
25/02/2021 • 30 minutes 54 seconds
126: Life is pretty good!
Failure - Enjoy the silence
23/02/2021 • 30 minutes 29 seconds
125: I was on a Podcast!!!
DAD - Day of wrong moves
19/02/2021 • 32 minutes 57 seconds
124: Wondering what came out!
Morgan Wade - The Night
18/02/2021 • 29 minutes 32 seconds
123: I must be better then I think I am!!
Bruce Hornsby- Madman across the water
17/02/2021 • 31 minutes 54 seconds
122: Creating Value!!
DAD laugh and a half
12/02/2021 • 28 minutes 12 seconds
121: I'm not sure what I said.
Grow or Pay, by D-A-D
11/02/2021 • 27 minutes 10 seconds
120: Cry Freedom!!
Dave Mathews - Cry freedom
09/02/2021 • 37 minutes 4 seconds
119: One day at a time!
Life after putting down the drink
06/02/2021 • 30 minutes 2 seconds
118: It's icy outside
George Michael- Father figure
03/02/2021 • 30 minutes 30 seconds
117: Ill do it all except the GOD Thing!!
Brandon Flowers- Between me and you
02/02/2021 • 30 minutes 2 seconds
116: Getting my dad vaccinated !!
Young the Giant- My Body
01/02/2021 • 31 minutes 36 seconds
115: Who invited procrastination?
Save You - Pearl Jam
29/01/2021 • 32 minutes 20 seconds
114: Conversations can be just like drinking!!
No Way - Pearl Jam
26/01/2021 • 32 minutes 1 second
113: Meetings should suck!
Live- You are the world
22/01/2021 • 34 minutes 28 seconds
112: Its not the drinking, its the disease
Pillar of Davidson by Live
19/01/2021 • 36 minutes 28 seconds
111: Show me how to live
Audioslave- show me how to live
16/01/2021 • 33 minutes 12 seconds
110: Thoughts and Prayers
!0,000 maniacs-Whats the matter
13/01/2021 • 30 minutes 35 seconds
109: Best damn day of my life!!
OAR- Wonderful day
12/01/2021 • 31 minutes 46 seconds
108: Well that was a shit show!!
Imagine dragons- Trouble
07/01/2021 • 31 minutes 34 seconds
107: Thats so Methed up!!
Imagine Dragons - Bad Liar
05/01/2021 • 30 minutes 18 seconds
106: Procrastination revelation!!
Imagine Dragons- stuck
Taking a hard look at what im not doing
02/01/2021 • 28 minutes 11 seconds
105: Happy New Year
Jared And the Mill- lost scared and tired
01/01/2021 • 30 minutes 8 seconds
104: Procrastination is real!!
One of my biggest challenges
Naked Party- Water on my mars
31/12/2020 • 29 minutes 34 seconds
103: Day 2 of no sugar! I need a coin!!
Im starting a new journey, and it doesn't include sugar.
DMB- too much
29/12/2020 • 29 minutes 21 seconds
102: I survived Christmas!!!
Primus- American life
26/12/2020 • 28 minutes 3 seconds
101: Its Been 11 Years!!!
Chris Cornell- watchng the wheels
23/12/2020 • 35 minutes 32 seconds
100: Restraint from pen and tongue!!!
John Legend-Wild
21/12/2020 • 30 minutes 26 seconds
99: Honesty, Is such a lonely word!!
Lames gang-Funk#49
15/12/2020 • 28 minutes 24 seconds
99: I resent that!!
Queensryche- Mission
15/12/2020 • 31 minutes 19 seconds
98: Serenity is underrated!!!
Pearl Jam- Satans Bed
11/12/2020 • 30 minutes 23 seconds
97: Whats really going on!?!?
Mumford and son - Guiding Light
08/12/2020 • 27 minutes 39 seconds
96: Its ok to be Honest!!!
DMB- Bartender
07/12/2020 • 30 minutes 21 seconds
95: Babe!, I don't want to fight!!
Mumford and sons- Delta
04/12/2020 • 33 minutes
94: Trying to be less EMO!!!
Bad Suns- Cardiac arrest / Deft Pretty Boys
Almost Monday- Broken People/ Parking lot view
02/12/2020 • 30 minutes 4 seconds
93: Strongly "Suggested"
Mumford and Sons- Ditmas
01/12/2020 • 28 minutes 33 seconds
92: What did I just say!?
EV- Society
30/11/2020 • 30 minutes 53 seconds
91: Im feeling a bit "Edgy" this morning!!
Eddie Vedder- Trouble
27/11/2020 • 25 minutes 36 seconds
90: The "Holidays" are the worst days!!
DMB- Ill Back You Up
25/11/2020 • 32 minutes 10 seconds
89: Get over the "God Thing"!!!
DMD - Pray for what you get
24/11/2020 • 29 minutes 46 seconds
88: Trying not to piss off my kid!!!
Van Halen - Out of love
23/11/2020 • 28 minutes 37 seconds
87: How can I turn away?
DMB- cry freedom
20/11/2020 • 31 minutes 43 seconds
84: Im not the same person!!
DMB- Recently
17/11/2020 • 33 minutes 43 seconds
86: I feel like I've forgotten how to laugh
Soundgarden- Be yourself
16/11/2020 • 32 minutes 54 seconds
85: Good pain
Live- Good pain
15/11/2020 • 35 minutes 35 seconds
84: Somedays seemed better
Pearl Jam - Indifference
14/11/2020 • 28 minutes 51 seconds
83: Finding defects in my charecter!!
Black Sabbath- Sign of the souther cross
11/11/2020 • 34 minutes 15 seconds
83: I Struggle with SUGAR!!!
Eddie Vedder- Blue, Red , and Gray
10/11/2020 • 30 minutes 29 seconds
82: Say Hello to 5 People you don't know!!
Michael Mcdonald- Keep Forgetting
09/11/2020 • 30 minutes 24 seconds
81: Were building Character, Not Characters!
Eddie Vedder- The kids are alright
07/11/2020 • 29 minutes 23 seconds
80: Im not sure what I just said!!
James Gang- Walk Away
06/11/2020 • 31 minutes 28 seconds
79: Grace!!!
Liz Phair- Divorce Song
05/11/2020 • 29 minutes 56 seconds
78: Surender , Surender and Surender!
Marcus Mumford- You'll never walk alone
03/11/2020 • 34 minutes 22 seconds
77: Living amends
mumford & sons - only love
30/10/2020 • 34 minutes 22 seconds
76: Saying goodbye to my Mom!!
Mumford and Son- Beloved
29/10/2020 • 26 minutes 41 seconds
75: Sobriety, family, and Career
kings of Leon - Bucket List
27/10/2020 • 28 minutes 27 seconds
74: Discovering missed opportunities
Adele- One and only
19/10/2020 • 29 minutes 13 seconds
73: Love is a crime
Lizzy Bordon- Sins of the flesh
17/10/2020 • 28 minutes 37 seconds
72: Courage to change the things I can
Lizzy Bourdan - Master of disguise
16/10/2020 • 30 minutes 30 seconds
71: Changing rightly
coldplay- we never change
15/10/2020 • 24 minutes 59 seconds
70: Less about addiction, more about serenity- EP70
Pearl Jam- Present Tense
13/10/2020 • 30 minutes 26 seconds
69: I reached out , He'll reach out- EP68
Stryper, reach out
09/10/2020 • 28 minutes 26 seconds
68: Rightly Wrong!!- EP68
Van Halen- Im on Fire
08/10/2020 • 27 minutes 54 seconds
67: Saying goodbye to Eddie Van Halen-EP67
Van Halen- Out of love again
07/10/2020 • 32 minutes 32 seconds
66: I think im Bipolar- EP66
Kings of Leon- Molly Chambers
06/10/2020 • 28 minutes 2 seconds
65: Ive got soul, but im not a soldier- EP65
killlers- All these things that I've done
03/10/2020 • 30 minutes 57 seconds
64: Think the drink through!!- EP64
Killers- Reasons unknown
01/10/2020 • 30 minutes 30 seconds
63: Circle and the Triangle- EP63
Everclear- Sexual life
Queen Latifa - UNITY
30/09/2020 • 30 minutes 5 seconds
62: Ive got a peaceful easy feeling - EP62
Eagles Peaceful easy feeling
29/09/2020 • 26 minutes 38 seconds
61: Good is Bad, and Bad is good - EP61
Brandon Flowers - Diggin up the Heart
26/09/2020 • 30 minutes 14 seconds
60: Only daily Acceptance and Vigilance - EP60
Pearl Jam - Green Disease
24/09/2020 • 30 minutes 21 seconds
59: we change until the pain stops- EP59
Like after getting sober
23/09/2020 • 30 minutes 33 seconds
58: Return to the scene of the crime
Life after getting sober
22/09/2020 • 32 minutes 53 seconds
57: The 9th drinks why I got sober!!
Creed - Weathered
15/09/2020 • 29 minutes 40 seconds
56: Keeping my side of the street clean
alanis - Thank you
11/09/2020 • 30 minutes 5 seconds
55: Its my Birthday!!
Weezer- Pork and beans
10/09/2020 • 30 minutes 18 seconds
54: Just another monkey in the tree!!-EP55
Dave Matthews - Proudest Monkey
07/09/2020 • 29 minutes 31 seconds
53: My son was right!! I was wrong!-EP54
Life after getting sober
05/09/2020 • 28 minutes 11 seconds
53: Do you really want to be SOBER?-EP53
Life after getting sober
03/09/2020 • 35 minutes 44 seconds
52: Its about the attempt, not the outcome!!- EP52
This is actually 9/2, I screwed up on the date in the podcast!!
02/09/2020 • 35 minutes 44 seconds
51: Have they heard from you?- EP51
Alanis Morissette- you owe me nothing
28/08/2020 • 31 minutes 46 seconds
50: I finally made a meeting!!!-EP50
Dave Mathews - What would you say
27/08/2020 • 30 minutes 23 seconds
49: Its been 14 years since my last drink-EP49
Life after getting sober
26/08/2020 • 25 minutes 33 seconds
48: My life became unmanageable to other people-EP48
Maroon 5- sun
25/08/2020 • 30 minutes 51 seconds
47: Who am I- EP47
Like after getting sober
21/08/2020 • 33 minutes 9 seconds
46: Time takes Time- EP46
Creed -Time
15/08/2020 • 30 minutes 33 seconds
45: Its Been 6 Years since he passed- Ep45
Pearl Jam untitled/ Off he goes
13/08/2020 • 32 minutes 1 second
44: I feel like im depressed- Ep44
Pearl Jam - Hail Hail
12/08/2020 • 30 minutes 42 seconds
43: New found freedom - Ep 43
Kings of Leon - Trani
07/08/2020 • 27 minutes 24 seconds
42: Nobody puts "Self" in the corner - Ep42
Eddie Vedder- Rise/ Hard Sun
04/08/2020 • 30 minutes 11 seconds
41: Crows best eat'n Warm!- Ep41
Elephant Heart- Love is a weapon
03/08/2020 • 27 minutes 13 seconds
40: (Redo) Oh Yea, Im not a bad person - Ep 38
This was the original Ep38, I screwed up and reposted an episode
31/07/2020 • 27 minutes 8 seconds
39: Great! Now im Fat!- Ep39
Pearl Jam - World wide suicide
30/07/2020 • 29 minutes 14 seconds
38: Oh yea!! im not a bad person-Ep38
Pearl Jam Rats
29/07/2020 • 31 minutes 28 seconds
37: meetings shouldn't be fun - Ep37
Bob Seger- running against the wind
27/07/2020 • 31 minutes 28 seconds
36: I might be the problem -EP36
Ozzy Mr Crowley
25/07/2020 • 30 minutes 1 second
35: Im over the Masks!! -EP35
Judas Priest - Victim of changes
23/07/2020 • 32 minutes 17 seconds
34: What is happy?-Ep34
Dave Mathews - The Last Stop
20/07/2020 • 38 minutes 8 seconds
33: full of fear - Ep33
working on my fear
16/07/2020 • 35 minutes 11 seconds
32: Tequila Sunrise!!! Not!!!- Ep32
Eagles Tequila Sunrise
14/07/2020 • 30 minutes 30 seconds
31: I really miss drinking!!!- EP31
life after getting sober
10/07/2020 • 30 minutes 9 seconds
30: Did I tell you about my pill problem?- EP30
Baditoes, Guns and Roses
09/07/2020 • 30 minutes 50 seconds
29: Im scared of money!!- EP29
Fear of people and financial security
06/07/2020 • 28 minutes 57 seconds
28: Soldier of Love - Ep28
Pearl Jam Soldier of love
Life after putting down the drink
03/07/2020 • 24 minutes 11 seconds
27: My Mom- EP27
Reflecting on my amazing mom
25/06/2020 • 31 minutes 46 seconds
26: Whats a dry drunk?-Ep26
Maroon 5
Pearl Jam
24/06/2020 • 31 minutes 37 seconds
25: Attacked by the flies!!- Ep 25
Life after getting sober
23/06/2020 • 29 minutes 23 seconds
24: What can I handle?-EP24
Life after sobriety
19/06/2020 • 32 minutes 48 seconds
23: Fucked up haircut!!-EP23
Life after sobriety
18/06/2020 • 30 minutes 1 second
22: Ive been re-programed
The adventures after getting sober
16/06/2020 • 24 minutes 29 seconds
21: They called the cops- EP21
Guy called cops on me because I wouldn't wear gloves.
15/06/2020 • 31 minutes 31 seconds
20: Running saved my life-EP18
running and sobriety
Damn Yankess, highborns enough, come again
11/06/2020 • 31 minutes 4 seconds
19: Came to believe- EP19
talk a bit about the second step
08/06/2020 • 31 minutes 42 seconds
18: Lets bring back love, hugs and handshakes-EP16
why aren't we protesting to bring back love
GnR yesterday, Tesla- Love song, EZ come Ez go
05/06/2020 • 29 minutes 35 seconds
17: Show me how to live-EP15
Chatting early recovery
04/06/2020 • 33 minutes 40 seconds
16: Listening to a little Stevie-EP14
Stevie Ray Vaughn - Life by the drop, Life with out you
03/06/2020 • 30 minutes 39 seconds
15: Loss of control-EP14
The day after, and all is well
02/06/2020 • 30 minutes 53 seconds
14: Im a little Freaked out- EP13
Everything is going crazy.
01/06/2020 • 25 minutes 5 seconds
13: Mind your own business sober - EP13
Pearl Jam - Grievance
ACDC- Overdose
30/05/2020 • 27 minutes 19 seconds
12: Stop tearing up the TARGET!!-EP12
lady gaga- 911/ Hey Girl
Skid vRow- Wasted Time
29/05/2020 • 32 minutes 43 seconds
11: Loving sobriety more then being afraid of drinking-EP11
Mettalica / The wait, Crash course, spit out the bone.
28/05/2020 • 34 minutes 16 seconds
10: If you don't feel the pain, you will not get better! - EP10
Skid Row- monkey business/ Darkened room
27/05/2020 • 35 minutes 27 seconds
9: Lets get on with the show!!! EP9
Stary eyes / Motley Crue
On with show / Motley Crue
Sometime / Pearl Jam
Hail Hail / Pearl Jam