Once again: I was accused of being a *Devil Worshiper* and violent, crazed *STALKER*. I had the case dismissed as a pro se defendant. This is the whole enchilada edit: *my testimony* + argument clips edited into my story and analysis of a true what-the-actual-F seven month court case. I included *court audio recording clips, evidence photos, photos, court document clips, texts, and security footage* plus me talking in a few locations...and some random additions. *timestamps below:* 00:00 intro 00:41 false temporary restraining orders + a philosophical approach 03:40 false allegations of stalking violence against moi 05:22 psychiatric eval, police reports, lawsuits + more vexatious litigation ideas 08:11 "On Bullshit" (book by Harry Frankfurt and summary of my case) 10:03 I Worship THE DEVIL. Security camera footage is fun, testimony clip, "imminent danger" 12:38 violating his own order + my testimony about it (Satanic coins...not related to William Blake's Satanic mills) 14:46 more disturbing, surreal shiz 16:38 mental health, malignant narcissism, antisocial personalities, testimony clip 18:32 Repository for Badness + paranoia, shame vs. guilt, evil demon women, The Drama Triangle 22:10 testimony clips 24:13 more info + beautiful Key Biscayne, Miami, Florida seascape for final comments 25:12 "I Had Sex with a Bipolar Man I Met Through This Podcast" from my podcast short clip, no idea, SECURITY FOOTAGE 2 + haunting voice message *YouTube link to this vlog episode* if you're not getting this as a video: https://youtu.be/65YW30IdDSg?si=GkO3mmPwMQajF2iE *Substack writing on the case* and false allegations: https://open.substack.com/pub/manicin...https://open.substack.com/pub/manicin...  / hollyhearingthings   Manic in Miami Podcast https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/sh... Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3SI0BdT... ApplePodcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast...https://manicinmiami.com

My name associated with Devil worship, alcoholism, violence and terror is attached to public record. I "won" the case, but is that enough? 🌴Manic in Miami 🌴 Stalker’s Special pics & random GIFs embedded The improper misuse of temporary restraining orders ex parte is a problem. I faced a seven-month court battle defending myself as a pro se/self-represented litigant against a false stalking domestic violence restraining order. I had the case dismissed, but this traumatic experience changed me. Restraining orders are not punishment tactics, acts of coercive control or revenge, nor are they meant to settle petty disputes and annoying communication/arguments. Abusive legal action should have consequences. Cluster B Personality Disorder traits (Narcissism, Borderline and Antisocial in particular) may cloud judgment and create paranoia: the foundation on which justification for unethical legal abuse and vexatious litigation is constructed. Conversely, I had my openness with my diagnoses of Bipolar Disorder Type 1 and Schizoaffective Disorder lodged against me (in addition to much more). SubStack writing on case + writing on false accusations and misuse of restraining orders & YouTube video link: https://open.substack.com/pub/manicinmiami/p/look-whos-stalking-i-was-served-a?r=pw5nu&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=email https://open.substack.com/pub/manicinmiami/p/domestic-violencestalking-restraining?r=pw5nu&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=email https://youtu.be/HUN_EaaznjE?si=C8doqvTEEfLkqTqx

Short vlog reflecting on the previous short vlog about my false stalking restraining order case and TRO. Part 1 is the 10 min episode/vlog before this one Both are on YouTube here: https://youtu.be/dXgH6OYyUJ8?si=tg6smHggu4DLDJLS Part 1 only YouTube: https://youtu.be/p6nc6B8cxxY?si=TWhe8OxiBk239W-O Substack: https://open.substack.com/pub/manicinmiami/p/look-whos-stalking-i-was-served-a?r=pw5nu&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings

😈 👮 Devil in the Magic City: Manic in Miami Podcast mini 9 min full vlog here on being an accused devil worshiper and stalker for 7 months in a restraining order stalking case. (YouTube link below for those on ApplePodcasts etc.)🚨Links to Substack and YouTube allll about my time as a stalker and pro se respondent. Vlogs/clips about this case also found on my instagram (linked below, too): Substack: https://manicinmiami.substack.com/p/look-whos-stalking-i-was-served-a?r=pw5nu YouTube: https://youtu.be/p6nc6B8cxxY https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ “It’s kind of a funny story…” except not really. 👿🎭new content 🤪🥂testing my new gear & since some of you idiots requested a video video.

This is the best (by far) edit with new clips and combines content from the first 2 pod eps! Manic in Miami Podcast: a very special episode This podcast was featured in the stalking restraining order case against me. This episode contains clips of my testimony + arguments as a pro se (self-represented) defendant/respondent. Substack about the case: ⁠https://open.substack.com/pub/manicinmiami/p/look-whos-stalking-i-was-served-a?utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web⁠ *I included only my own voice to protect the identity of the opposing party This episode contains clips of two previous episodes including the episode played during the final hearing. The case was built on false + exaggerated allegations, mental health stigma, and unethical (illegal) schemes. abuse of process, abuse of restraining orders, abuse of a harmless librarian. (00:00) clips + intro (03:23) my testimony (clip) (05:21) lies + betrayal (08:57) "imminent danger" + involuntary psychiatric hold + more (12:59) false allegations + legal abuse (17:43) "War on Drugs" + psychedelics (w/ "psychedelic psychiatrist" MiM episode clip) (20:17) more of my testimony + closing arguments (25:23) "I had sex with a bipolar man I met through this podcast" relevant MiM episode clip + bizarre ending (clips of my spoken word etc.)

Part 2 on my stalking restraining order: ranting and moral panics: war on drugs, mental illness + violence, witch hunts, Satanic Panic...MIXED with clips from my Satanic spoken word AND psychedelic psychiatrist episodes. There is a hidden uplifting message, so continue after my ranting, please. This is my masterpiece lol too lazy for timestamps maybe later we shall see - love holly hurricane link to part 1 (all platforms): https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/episodes/I-Got-Served-With-a-Stalking-Restraining-Order-Because-of-This-Podcast-includes-Devil-Worship-and-testimony-e2mvv0f link to substack: https://open.substack.com/pub/manicinmiami/p/look-whos-stalking-i-was-served-a?r=pw5nu&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web

This podcast played a central role in the stalking case against me. My mental illness was leveraged against me. I had a temporary restraining order for five months and spent seven months of my life fighting an absurd fight. I won. A few clips from court audio of my testimony included! Read more details of my case here: https://open.substack.com/pub/manicinmiami/p/look-whos-stalking-i-was-served-a?r=pw5nu&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web My episode I Had Sex with a Bipolar Man I Met Through This Podcast (Spotify links here or just find the episode in my podcast on another app:) https://open.spotify.com/episode/5eg4tSoWwHKFJ3AYo2gpYR?si=4ea3a4ab47474137 Satan's Goddess Transydelic Retreat used in case: https://open.spotify.com/episode/608EihXftyN3VgjSm5aso0?si=c9b05aa1c0964c28 one of two episodes with a psychiatrist about psychedelics used to call me an illegal drug user. that's just like...not cool at all, man. super lame.: https://open.spotify.com/episode/1XlZFZnKWwSB8yBbqm8lAT?si=bea3b68f95ed4828

SSG Johan Tocre helps us understand mental breakdowns from stress (w me as current example), military operational + combat stress, his special Warrior Fitness Project, a mental health program for deployed military, suicide + suicidality, PTSD, MH preventative measures + long term recovery. (00:00) intro (00:37) my mental breakdown: got acute stress? (05:39) military operational and combat stress (09:43) Johan’s deployed military service mental health program (20:39) sexual assault in the military (21:51) mental illness + suicidality in the military (24:21) suicide/ideation, suicide prevention + techniques (28:00) efficacy of long term outcomes in military PTSD + stress --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

🥥 🦜 Johan Elvis Tocre is a native of Peru, South Floridian and US Army Sergeant. He founded Creative Neuroconcepts after integrating occupational therapy and neuroscience in a new approach to mental healthcare for deployed soldiers.  Part 1 Manic in Miami (read: Part 2 coming soon) with Johan addresses PTSD, military post-traumatic stress disorder, combat stress, traumatic experiences, military mental health, bipolar & bpd/borderline personality disorder…and I attempt to debate him...lol (turns out I misunderstood his accurate information😵‍💫🧠). https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

true story in "poetic" form taken mostly from DMs and a phone call. human condition or dehuman condition or demonic condition. Up to interpretation, I suppose. cut version found within this YouTube video: https://youtu.be/qKLS9ZTum3A?si=QlU1R... this video/audio is found on YouTube here: https://youtu.be/yHHxXDAku1U?si=u9kxWS1_Mjfs_Dsw music by Pilas Music: Life as Sleep --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

Update on that psychotic manic bipolar life + my two spoken word to music tracks: Direct Messages too real sexual + demonic demonizing woman eyes sing Satan’s Goddess Psychedelic Retreat in Transylvania Holly Hurricane in Miami recovering from the flu ready to fly into art basel wearing some crazy ass shit. Oops I entered the wrong version of one of my things in the last one! Sorry. Choose your own adventure. https://on.soundcloud.com/sBwZT https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

Update on that psychotic manic bipolar life + my two spoken word to music tracks: Direct Messages too real sexual + demonic demonizing woman eyes sing Satan’s Goddess Psychedelic Retreat in Transylvania Holly Hurricane in Miami recovering from the flu ready to fly into art basel wearing some crazy ass shit. https://on.soundcloud.com/sBwZT https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

This is some spoken word stuff I made with a friend’s excellent music for a new project. The 12 steps of mental illness is my version of the AA classic. You can interpret direct messages in a variety of ways. There are two versions. I kind of like the second one more, but I included both since others preferred the first one. It is taken from life: DMs, voice, phone and text from the past...passed... It’s hyperrealist or viscerrealist (coined term? visceral realism-esque?) I am making some with more a traditional literary style, as well. Figured I’d share it here. Send feedback hehe. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

EMDR is changing my life and my brain. Following my first EMDR short episode and my lighthearted episode on Fearful Avoidant Attachment, here is a brief in-depth description of the process and neurobiological mechanisms at play during therapy. Topics include preparation for EMDR, specifics of a session and the brain changes happening and why it won't work for some people. I do not have Borderline Personality Disorder, which can be a roadblock with EMDR. I have Bipolar Disorder Type 1 and Complex PTSD. https://youtube.com/@manicinmiami?si=F7Fl4X8UlTmcPLsa previous two are the two episodes below this one lol https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

People were asking about fearful avoidant attachment after listening to the EMDR episode. Here you go: rainy day activity 8 minutes including a ridiculous literary quote about hugging FA may "get". One little part is taken from my episode "What is The Cure? Thoughts Upon Discharge From the Psych Ward." because it applies here and that's a good episode (Spotify link below or find it on your own) https://open.spotify.com/episode/1CCf0jBhgevF5okWPk6IUP?si=0dd3364d0b514b67 --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

Details of my first EMDR therapy session: how it works. A bit of philosophical/psychoanalytic analysis of children's fantasy movie The Neverending Story (1984) and its place in my EMDR and life lol Disorganized Attachment/Fearful Avoidant Attachment CBT thought stopping Emotional Neglect + Abuse https://manicinmiami.com https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ The Neverending Story free full movie: https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x8gen0y --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

**Timestamps and links below** The return of the psychedelic psychiatrist, Dr. Scott Fisher. How can psychedelics alleviate the symptoms of depression and what is depression? Find Part 1 if you missed it (June 2023). It's really good! Host Holly (Hurricane) took psilocybin the day before recording. If you're in South Florida you can apply to participate in future trials (link below). Timestamps below. https://www.segaltrials.com/ https://manicinmiami.com https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ https://www.youtube.com/@manicinmiami Timestamps: (00:00) intro (01:05) What is Depression? (05:56) "I took psilocybin yesterday." + psychedelic trials (08:39) psychedelic journey + possibilities (16:16) psychedelics + psychotherapy interventions (19:30) upcoming psychedelic clinical trials + ending --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

Short spouting off about today's fun bullying-by-an-adult experience, but I wanted to share I text I received in the midst of it from a psychiatrist friend (and writer/philosophy buff). I wanted to put these words out there for all MiM listeners who are struggling or suffering right now. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

guys, I know the last episode traumatized some of you. Here is a hypomanic "look on the bright side of child sexual abuse and rape" little add-on lmao. bipolar disorder ftw? happy full blue moon? sincerely, a lunatic. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

Video on Spotify and YouTube only. https://youtu.be/EPneNwYjCig?si=yUDx2Sv8YhVhAXzX This is no joke. 10 mins recapping my sexual trauma: childhood on through. 10 mins on the patriarchy, my trauma responses, and some stuff like that. Mental illness disclosure? Pshhh. I edited and re-edited this one because it was a lot. Bipolar 1/C-PTSD for lyfe. trigger warning: Child Sexual Abuse, rape, mentions of suicidal ideation --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

There's no catch: I had sex with a bipolar disordered Miami man I met through this podcast. It's a confessional episode sharing the most humiliating psychotic act I've committed in the recent past. not including details that would identify this anonymous guy who was never 100% single lol. music used with permission: Surrealist Temple Band + Insecure Men "Suicide Note #1" It's kind of a funny story unless you're me! triggers: abortion, miscarriage, suicidal ideation, dumb binch on the loose --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

Two Bipolar Type 1 with Psychotic Features aka Manic Depressives: we crazy. Video episode! Video available for Spotify listeners and on the emerging Manic in Miami YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@manicinmiami Holly Hosts the Very Manic Brandon Rohe (find his YouTube channel here). He tells my favorite manic stories on this podcast to date! Yasss! Topics include psychic powers, bipolar brain power, spirituality, mania + psychedelics. This is edited down for time, and I didn't have much to say for once. I look forward to doing another episode with him. special music! song about manic depressives included: The Surrealist Temple Band and find on Spotify (00:22) preview clips (00:23) intro+our mental illness, psychedelics, enlightenment, etc. (06:49) legendary manic stories: "take me to your leader", "naked and unafraid", UFOs, tasers, I dunno!} (12:20) the bipolar mind, psychic powers, etc.} (25:15) "Staying Awake" by the Surrealist Temple Band *used with permission} --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

Manic in Miami presents Black Girl Uninterrupted. Florida Woman to Florida native. Bipolar 1 to Bipolar 2. Guest Jamila discusses her own diagnosis, her work with NAMI, mental health in the black community, intergenerational trauma and her experiences with racism and social expectations. Crushing irony: white girl interrupted Jamila in the episode (I think.) Sorry, Jam. Follow Jamila on Instagram: https://instagram.com/black_girl_uninterrupted/ https://www.nami.org/ Follow me, but people keep getting scared of my content and unfollowing (no one gets my bewildering, maladaptive humor tho): https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ I contacted Jamila on Instagram way back when because she is a fellow mental health account with a fantastic username. We share the same dedication to spreading mental chillness for us all. (*special note: I was inspired to rewatch Girl, Interrupted after this. Between Winona Ryder observing the patients (in one of her signature "pensive, forlorn journal writing" roles, mind you) and Angelina Jolie's cheekbones, butt chin, and level of crazy...and my own mental illness which was thriving when the film debuted...I DID have to turn it off to protect my mental stability haha. Good movie though.) --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

what's coming very soon [I was psychotic] and just a few inspirational passages to get you through the week! somehow all in 3 minutes https://instagram.com//hollyhearingthings/ books: a short history of decay by emil cioran black sun by julia kristeva humiliation by wayne koestenbaum lol https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5GIF67LFcFhxEnjD5QXq0U?si=ed0e68c9df724dad --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

5 min intro with context and note for neurotypicals topics: Going off meds, fleeing a country, a witch doctor, a safari, gross township tours, resilience, crime... trigger warning: suicide mentioned in jest. **cut out heartbreaking stories because they're not for entertainment. I accidentally recorded a Zoom catch-up with the Capetonian surfer/skateboarder I dated in Africa.  note: I did not intentionally stop my meds, listen to the lack of stigma and support of this dude, people manage to rise above trauma. that was a time. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

Details of my most recent hospitalization (released yesterday). And some thoughts, delivered on the occasion of reflection, on personal accountability and responsibility. We must manage ourselves through acute self-awareness and hard-to-swallow pills in various forms. Manic episode switched into dysphoric suicidal ideation, charged by medication non-compliance and triggers. Bipolar affective/schizoaffective bipolar type lyfe. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

This is a great episode!!! *yes...sorry, I posted this yesterday, but I couldn't move beyond the tiny glitch at the beginning. I replaced it with a reel, and everyone can deal. and cheel. Special Guest Dr. Scott Fisher, a South Florida psychiatrist specializing in psychedelic research and the support, psychotherapy, and integration elements of psychedelic healing experiences. I describe my ego death experiences. hehe. One during a suicidal bipolar tropical depression. Dr. Fisher joins me for an in-person video podcast to discuss psychedelics and mental health, healing trauma, progressive thoughts on mental illness + the DSM, the role of psychedelics in mental healthcare and the clinical method for psychedelic treatment, among other things. (to participate in psychedelic clinical trials in South Florida) ⁠⁠https://www.segaltrials.com/⁠psychedelics⁠ (guest) https://instagram.com/drscottfisher/ (host) https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ (Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Support) ⁠https://maps.org/homepage/⁠ (Segal Clinical Trials main page) ⁠https://www.segaltrials.com/⁠ a "cause" tangential to 5-MeO-DMT that I am passionate about: https://tucsonherpsociety.org/sdtf/ --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

This is a great episode!!! *yes...so sorry that you're receiving this twice. I couldn't move beyond the tiny glitch at the beginning and posted a second video. I replaced it with a reel, and everyone can deal. and cheel. Special Guest Dr. Scott Fisher, a South Florida psychiatrist specializing in psychedelic research and the support, psychotherapy, and integration elements of psychedelic healing experiences. I describe my ego death experiences. hehe. One during a suicidal bipolar tropical depression. Dr. Fisher joins me for an in-person video podcast to discuss psychedelics and mental health, healing trauma, progressive thoughts on mental illness + the DSM, the role of psychedelics in mental healthcare and the clinical method for psychedelic treatment, among other things. (to participate in psychedelic clinical trials in South Florida) ⁠⁠⁠https://www.segaltrials.com/⁠psychedelics⁠⁠ (guest) ⁠https://instagram.com/drscottfisher/⁠ (host) ⁠https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/⁠ (Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Support) ⁠⁠https://maps.org/homepage/⁠⁠ (Segal Clinical Trials main page) ⁠⁠https://www.segaltrials.com/⁠⁠ a "cause" tangential to 5-MeO-DMT that I am passionate about: ⁠https://tucsonherpsociety.org/sdtf/⁠ --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

Two bipolar mood disordered ladies who have been psychotic (which at times feels somewhat erotic). I don't know what to label anyone anymore. Am I really schizoaffective? It doesn't matter. ANYWAY. My former remote French podcast guest and I met in Paris!!! We recorded in Luxembourg Gardens on a gorgeous late Spring day! The intro is back in Miami on a dreary day with an exhausted and somewhat morose Holly Hurricane. I have a few clips from our first episode together at the end. We sang Live Forever at karaoke because, in our search for karaoke common ground, we realized the lyrics are somewhat manic and make a good point in the context of psychosis: We see things y'all sane people will never see. 17 min fairly short, all things considered. Check out the Manic in Reims + Miami episode for the full version https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

Trigger warnings: content includes tragic death, suicidality, traumatic experiences in behavioral health and psychiatry. Some comic relief in a serious episode: my unintentional repetition of "Welcome to my world!". I share some mind-altering experiences and opinions with Alyssa, and I am grateful that she has shared so much for this episode. Alyssa Otieno is a Kenyan-American woman who has experienced major psychotic episodes of mania and depression that began when she was just entering adulthood. She addresses cultural differences in perspectives on mental health, the ways in which the mental healthcare system as failed her, amongst deeply personal stories she was courageous enough to share for the benefit of others struggling with psychosis, mania, and depression. She faced tragic deaths and childhood trauma, but she has extracted spiritual significance and inspiring meaning from these experiences including clairvoyance and a connection with the deceased. Far from a "New Age" type, Alyssa has managed a corporate career and a leave of absence for her mental health. https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

exactly what the title says... solo mini episode addressing Dr. Nassir Ghaemi and perspectives on the DSM, the phenomenological approach to treating depression and my thoughts and subjective experience with psychedelic treatment for depression. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

10 min mini episode to follow up the 13 min mini episode. The paradox of mental health awareness and mental illness. The stories of the mentally ill and empowering forms of therapy. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

Bipolar Disorder, pharmaceuticals, benzos, side effects, antipsychotics...things are complicated. https://instagram.com/hollyhearingsthings/ Books: Leader, D. (2013). Strictly bipolar. Penguin Books Ltd. Whitaker, R. (2011). Anatomy of an epidemic: Magic Bullets, psychiatric drugs, and the astonishing rise of Mental Illness in America. Crown. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

Manic in Miami and Maine! Borderline Personality Disorder and Bipolar Disorder with Kevin Miller, a Dad of three living on an island in Maine. I added a bit of text! Facts and opinions no one needs to know. I over edited and threw off the audio/video sync in several places. Sorry. I don’t have Premiere. This has taken all my free time, so I can’t redo it. Music by Nick County! https://open.spotify.com/artist/7CRqoi5lupDzfXXqv1oXnI?si=LsW6WVM-TzaLKGhyBrZTgg Timestamps and links below! for resources, triggers, disclaimer + podcast guide: https://manicinmiami.substack.com/p/manic-in-miami-mental-health-resources Host Holly Hurricane Hearing Things https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings Kevin Kayaking Miller contact Kevin with any comments or questions! https://instagram.com/k.b.marx/ Timestamps: intro (00:00) Borderline Personality Disorder (00:57)  Pete Davidson shout out (04:05) alcoholism + mental illness discovery (08:55)   medication + stable life (12:00) Adverse Childhood Experiences, genes + intergenerational trauma (12:57) accepting mental illness + treatment (18:55) disclosing mental illness to your kids, gender equality in the family (22:35) take your meds + thank you for watching (29:40) --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

Manic in Miami Podcast: Wild Video Episode with two "aging hipster pieces of shit" Jonathan Price of NYC: Schizophrenic Hipster, International Spy, Ex-Sommelier, Entrepreneur, Radical Writer, Rare Book Dealer, into torture and politics. Host Holly Hurricane of Coconut Grove, Miami: Crazy Cat Lady, International Librarian of Mystery (former expatriate), Schizoaffective former Brooklynite, into writing and rare books. https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ Timestamps: 00:00:00 - intro excerpts 00:01:11 - fashion and interior design check 00:13:30 - psychiatric institutions, human rights, official intro 00:28:06 - anti-psychiatry, identity, psychotic states 00:36:16 - "a lot of things are happening" 00:39:13 - chewing charred remains 00:43:32 - life and psychiatric history 00:55:57 - present day, writing, coping 01:05:41 - happy ending ⁠trigger: sensitive topic warning: suicide, substances, severe mental health struggles National Suicide Prevention Hotline https://988lifeline.org/talk-to-someone-now/ --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

17 min One year anniversary of the podcast with an update intro and never heard recordings: Manic in Africa, psychotic voicemail, Todd Tornado, Yero on Trippy Redd and schizoaffective from an unused episode, bit of Jordan unedited and cult leader further info, meaning in life with French guest Laurène who I’m meeting in Paris next month, me record speed laugh to cry Yay lol https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

My follow-up "fun" edit: Eminem in the psych ward and 25 minutes of extended psychosis stories and "strictly psychosis" chat. Jewish Owl and Holly Hurricane, Demon Advocate, girlfriend of ghosts. Timestamps below (app only) instagram (I talk to the imaginary and the real) https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ Timestamps: (00:00) Lose Yourself, Snap OUT of reality; (03:31) Jewish Owl (Matthew) background; (4:58) What is Psychosis?...REALLY; (8:10) More of Matthew's Psychotic Experiences (and a recent one of mine) + Meaning/Insight; (14:44) Medication; (15:12) A demon here, a demon there and our joint mild psychosis; (18:21) Respect, Dignity, Hearing Voices Network; (19:57) Delusions as Metaphors + Creativity Fuel; (23:43) Conclusion THANK YOU; - Sincerely, Holly Hurricane the Manic in Miami links to organizations mentioned in the episode: National Alliance of Mental Illness https://nami.org/Home The Hearing Voices Network https://www.hearing-voices.org/ Substance Abuse and Mental Health Alliance https://www.samhsa.gov/ The Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance https://www.dbsalliance.org/ If you are in crisis: https://988lifeline.org/ --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

The Wise Jewish Owl (Matthew) and Wild Tigertail (Holly Hurricane) discuss their psychosis experiences, science of trauma and psychosis, finding meaning and connection in psychosis and within community, psychoanalysis, and more. Substack link to information discussed forthcoming (update/link as episode post). TIMESTAMPS: (00:00) intro (02:29) NAMI + Mental Health community (03:44) Definition + examples of psychotic experiences (08:31) TRAUMA: physical + mental health implications (11:54) socioeconomic barriers to MH treatment (18:26) Philip K. Dick + Insight in Psychosis (20:45) more on Matthew's psychosis (23:25) psychoanalysis + childhood (28:39) non-Western cultures + contexts (31:25) Western individualism (32:37) "The Most Intense Life Possible" - Jacques Derrida (philosopher) (34:30) Repressed Memories as Demon Hallucinations ...and Eminem (37:35) "The Body Keeps Score" explaining mind body connection in memory, trauma, psychosis (40:30) Medication "Keeping Up with The KarXT-dashians" (42:49) "A Demon Here, a Demon There" (44:02) Delusion as Metaphor..Ayahuasca... (44:45) Human Condition + Connection (45:30) Interpersonal Relationships, Healing, Pop Psychology Problems --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

song: Matthew Wilder "Break My Stride" related to manic story in episode Substack: https://manicinmiami.substack.com/ Manic State of Mind podcast: open.spotify.com/show/78R5vOVvX4Fyee9UR0MJA3?si=qmMEp1CoR5G-zRK_QXcoiw Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ Timestamps:Intro brutal honesty (00:01:10) Sky's ro-manic heartwarming story and LOVING a manic depressive (00:01:53) Me reading an actual manic text from Dec 2021 + manic word association (00:06:24) False identities + self-awareness (00:11:36) psychosis: like psychedelics? (00:13:55) mania and free expression and making connections, human-to-human, etc.: manic life Russian Doll + NYC (00:28:08) manic episode incoming: checklist NUDES + other facts about manic states: (00:30:37) manic RAGE (00:39:23) other stuff. just listen to the episode heheheSAVECROSS-POSTPrevious --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

I'm on the front page of The Miami Herald, and Manic in Miami was shouted out in the article!  https://www.miamiherald.com/news/business/real-estate-news/article269439622.html Yero the Street Saxophonist with Schizoaffective Disorder, formerly UNHOUSED IN MIAMI (see: article) . Informative, funny, fascinating. Delusions of walking dead, doubles, cyclops...and assholes. Timestamps below with topics! Timestamps:  (0:00) Intro (1:43)   "We're all mad here" (everyone is mentally ill) (2:17) What it is: Schizoaffective Disorder & Bipolar 1 w/ psychotic stuff  (4:40)  The Collected Schizophrenias by Esme Weijun Wang (5:55)  Diagnosis, Cause, Family History (9:27)  Hallucinations, Stigma  (13:03) Homelessness, Mental Illness, Addiction (have compassion)  (18:32) Plato, Psychosis (19:23) Homicidal thoughts hahaha edited out: he meant the flashes of horror we all experience  (19:33) Cotard's delusion: excerpt & Yero's personal story  (22:45) Psychosis delusion: entertainment or real life? excerpt & Yero's story  (25:25)  One of my paranoid delusions & recent relapse (27:44)  More delusions: Yero's stories CYCLOPS!  (29:22)  Psychosis & Spiritual Meaning  (31:03) Mania Theory: the LACK  (32:19) one last delusion example: grandeur  (34:09) Conclusion Manic in Miami website  with subscribe buttons to major podcast platforms Manic in Miami Substack a little absurd writing  --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

Theater of The Absurd intro followed by a humiliating tale of persecutory delusions. The "cult leader" has NO CHILL. So I don't feel bad. If you want to read more, check out my Substack surrealist story. https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings https://manicinmiami.com --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

2000s nostalgia. A memorable manic episode. Short and (bitter)sweet. Music : The Guilt Parade by The Birthday Party  The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is now: 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline https://988lifeline.org/   Take your meds, people! Mania can easily take a fast turn to dysphoric mixed-state en route to depression. You can deny your manic depression Bipolar 1 all you want. Be ready to (repeatedly) gain momentum and holly hurricane yourself. This is a funny story, but much is left out...and it ends very badly on the other side. It's no joke.  --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

My first video format (photos) podcast! It also has an informative document on Bipolar Disorders! I have a guest from Reims, France. We are cute bipolar 1 manics! Mental Health via information, stories, discussion and awareness. MAJOR MANIC EPISODE (of my podcast). I threw in my last episode for another platform heh. It's 7 mins whatevs. I have to add French and English subtitles so I may repost for FRANCE (I have them transcribed but can't figure it out lol). Prob have to change the tunes oops. CREDITS: Warning: Sluts Passing photo (from a Miami protest) by Jonathan De Camps https://www.instagram.com/jonathandecamps Stay Cosmic!! by Stewart Easton https://www.instagram.com/stewarteaston my goth bdsm pics by: https://www.instagram.com/vkimphoto moi: https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

Happy Halloween! I wanted to tell everyone that I am well! Details in this episode. Madame Bipolar Psychosis no more. We have left Mavericks, and we are on the pink sands of Harbour Island. This episode consists of a responsible podcaster updating listeners who include colleagues, friends, friends of friends, relatives, inter-webs, et al.  --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

This is dumb. I’ll admit that. That’s fair. Haha --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

Rainy Night! Update and random clips from recordings I have with Sky Menhardt, Yero  I've been so busy!! Leveling up this popsicle stand soon! Stay loose. https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

My favorite thus far? Trigger warning: adult humor (mostly censored out by innocent moi) Lauran Childs is a Tarot Reader extraordinaire, and a fantastic fun guest full of stories. You won't hear some. Sorry.  We read cards. There is a breakthrough: Tarot therapy working its magic live as it was happening. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

I think this is a lot better with the Billie Holiday song at the end on Spotify --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message

another completely improvised episode (includes commentary on jazz improvisation + schizophrenia ha) I kind of learned how to do sound properly in audacity (just in time for the music episode..phew) I am a psychotic wet saw, and I will never hurt you. I LOVE this episode. It covers Venezuelan Composer Gabriel Pulido's experience with music therapy for mental health patients and an interesting discussion on "crazy" and music and much more. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/message